freefallings Dream Journal

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Action - You, another dream character, or thing does something unusual or impossible in waking life. Context - The place or situation in the dream is strange. Form - You, another character, or thing changes shape, or is oddly formed /transforms. This may include the presence of unusual clothing or hair. Awareness - A peculiar thought, a strong emotion, an unusual sensation, or altered perceptions.

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2nd September 2005 First dream: Place: Much like an art museum. My cousin, Dan, had done somthing to my recently married brother, and my brother later died. Dan looked younger - like before he went away, like the times we used to get in trouble together. He was trying to tell my Uncle that he "just knocked him". My Uncle was saying "I didn't see it" in an accusing way (suggesting that he had done somthing else to cause his death) I knew he was lying, because he had told me what he had done, but I can't remember what exactly. I woke up sad and angry, aslo wondering whether it was actually a dream that my brother had died. I remember thinking about my brothers wife and what she would be thinking/feeling. Second Dream: I saw liam in study, and no one else, yet knew the guys who went away for tournament week had come back. Naturally, I was pissed off. (and am not looking forward to their real return tomorrow)

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Sometime in the past week, I think. God knows : ( I was walking through a fluro green field of grass. I looked around and realised I was dreaming. I started spinning around and knew I was loosing the dream. (I did not start spinning to keep it (I think), I fell to the ground -looking at the details of the dirt and grass on the way down- and kept spinning and eventually the dream stopped. I did not wake up afterwards.

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28th January 2006 Dream one. It was like a game. And we were a 'party'. I was the guy with knives, I had a few different kinds pockets. I often put my hands in my pockets and felt them. It was a huge area, with a castle, and tower. We were hiding on the tower, and another group was trying to attack us, they were sneaking up on us over the roof. I said "What about the chimenly?". And some girl said something hailing my idea. We bolted from the tower and started running. The other group were on some tower. There was some huge speakers there now, one guy was pulling the speakers out and throwing some discs at us. No one got hit by one, I made a few turns round corners and got inside a house. some guys were outside and knew I was there, I popped my head out of some place and they tried to attack me, I distincly remember feeling in my pockets and feeling for a good knife, a tree that was there fell down after they tried to attack. I ran up stairs and into a toilet room trying to hide, I found a secret doorway that was only as wide as me, I went in and it was another toilet. I held the door shut hoping they wouldn't notice the secret doorway. Dream two. I had killed a friend, Kit (Or was it James?), during a game or something, except I hadn't. Everyone was just saying I had. I have no idea why but I knew another friend, James (same guy), knew I hadn't killed him, but wouldn't tell the parents to withdraw any charges agaisnt me. I had a room in the back of a big hall, where the game and court took place. There was also a big freezer type room I went into at one point, it was like the freezer at work, except it had more than one room. I went into one room hoping not to find dead things, and saw a pile of redy, rotting something (heads?), instantly turned and walked out without really inspecting what it was. In my room at the end of the hall, I was on my bed and my brother came in with some computer stuff and asked me what I wanted to do today, I told him alittle about this court shit. His wife came in and they were talking. I don't remember much more.

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29th January 2006 Dream one I faintly remember dreaming about editing posts with quotes on dv.com. I had a restless night, and didn't get very far trying to WILD. At one point, mid morning, I woke up and my bedroom light was on - I have no idea why, but I turned it off and went back to sleep, salvaging as much time in bed as I could.

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30th January 2006 I faintly remember looking up at Ferron's face. I have not seen Ferron since my last year at primary school - year 8.

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2nd Febuary 2006 I woke up about 3am, and tried HILD. I think it was successful because, I remember performing an RC (nose) and opening my eyes. I was hanging on to bunk beds? and my dream faded away. Hargats (HILD): http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/viewtopic....der=asc&start=0 I don't know If my second attempt was a HILD our just DILD, But I knew I was dreaming and started to try and have sex with that someone. It started to fade... though. My dreams are not very vivid and hard to recall. I don't know if this is because I was dreaming I was lucid, or I have bad recall. A glass of milk and small bite before bed seems to help me sleep.

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3rd Febuary 2006 I will start recording what I had just before bed now, though it is probably useless and will probably always be the same. Last night I had a glass of milk and 2 cookies. I faintly remember doing the breathe through the nose RC. I woke up in the night when my alarm went off and had no fucking clue what I was actually trying to do. I started pulling my cds onto my bed in an attempt to turn the alarm off. By the time it stopped, I had a good 15 or so cds, amoungst other bits, on my bed. Turning the light on, I was in a state. I went back to bed.

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6th Febuary 2006 So I woke up about 9:40, and quickly wrote down these words so I could write my in my dream journal later: moterbike, fix mp3s at witchs. grandma happy. apologise, argument. sw,[ish place lee "your mum" Now I have to fit them together. It was a swampish place (not really), me and my sister were taking out mp3 players to some witch person to have them fixed (My mp3 player has broken twice before and I'vr had to get it replaced, my sister does not own one). We went on a motorbike, I think. On the way back I took a different route. When I met back with my sister, my other sister was also with her. Something was odd, and I asked what took them so long (I think), One of my old friends who I have not seen in the past year said "Your mum." and it turned out my mum had jumped my sisters on the way back. So I started interagting her, in a way. She had hit the younger sister on the ankle or something. She said something, I replied with something making her look bad, she started to sry and then said something, I replied with "So, what, you hit her on the ankle?" I remember my grandma being there, she was smiling about something.

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9th febuary 2006 bus ride. someone was stoned, me and some chick got off and decided it was best not to be on this bus with a stoned driver. There was a shop, we bought coke. There was another shop, with a stoner. He offered me some but I refused because we were on a trip. He then offered me the residue, or some white runny spit on the bong. I declined. We went to a campfire, the trip had been done in two buses it seems, the other bus people were there. A school mate from 2005 was there, I will be doing polytech with him this year. We had some sort of neon glow in the dark bungees. they snapped and fell on the ground. I'm at home. We have ordered a helicopter and there are people goin out to search for someone. I myself am going to help. I think it is my jumpers we are looking for. I still have a bottle of coke (which makes me wonder if this is a different dream). Looking at the park from the window I can see some big sheet covering it, I remember thinking that they people could be hiding under it.

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10th Febuary 2006 I was on top of a shattered tower. In some bungey thing. There was another Bungry thing (Much like a reverse bungey you stand in). There was a door in the ground and somehting was comming through it so we (me and someone else) dropped my tramping pack on it and jammed it with an ice pick. It was a mazish place. There was a monster thing outside. There were lots of people with weapons trying to kill it. My friend james showed up with a box of guns and tiny Takemitsus. I took them and went to kill the monster. I dropped the Takemitsus on the ground and shot the monster in the head. There were no bullets left, So I went back to get another gun from the box, but there were none. I remembered the Takemitsus. Dream ended... ?