Silviiro's New Dream Journal

[Silviiro]

No old dreams. No dream techniques. Just dreams as they come. Two dreams from last night. Green is dreams. Black is awake. FBI Agent Is Me! I was a FBI agent. I was in a fenced in parking lot. It was about 50 feet square. Not a big parking lot. Three black SUVs were parked at odd angles around the lot. There were about five men all with automatic weapons of some kind standing around the SUVs. I was there with a partner. I didn't pay any attention to him, so I don't no what he looked like. My partner tossed me a Beretta and we started a firefight. I ran up and tackled one guy and wrestled his gun from him. I started shooting at other people. I was shooting to injure, not to kill. The man I had tackled pulled out a pistol that he had concealed and shot me in the ear. My ear hurt immensely, and my vision was clogged with blood. I started shooting to kill. I killed three men, and then woke up. My ear continued to hurt when I woke up. Ash Trees, and Hot Actresses I was going out the back door of my house and my mom commented that the snow was blocking the view of our ash tree. I found this strange, as there aren't any trees in our back yard. As we were getting into a big black Hummer that didn't belong, I commented to my parents that I never realized there was a compost heap visible from our back yard. Then I realized that there is no compost heap visible from our back yard and that I was dreaming. I decided not to interfere in the workings of the dream and to let it take its course. We drove out to the 12 lane highway behind our house where in the real world in only an alleyway. I had the strange sensation of not only being in the Hummer, but also invisibly pushing it from the out side with my hand. This is the first time I had ever been in two places at once in a dream. As we continued on I saw from outside our vehicle that we were being followed. We then stopped at some building where some outlaw was keeping Hayden Panettiere as a hostage. I went to her and a firefight erupted around us. She said "I love you". I said "I love you too." We kissed and I woke up.

[Doubleoqueso]

Wow... I've never felt pain in a dream... Did it hurt at all when you woke up again later? With the 2 places at once, did you see yourself, or did you somehow experience two different perspectives simultaneously?

[Silviiro]

Wow... I've never felt pain in a dream... Did it hurt at all when you woke up again later? With the 2 places at once, did you see yourself, or did you somehow experience two different perspectives simultaneously? My ear felt fine after I woke up the second time . And I did somehow experience two different perspectives. I don't really know how to describe it. I felt like I was in the vehicle while at the same time I felt like a child playing with the world. Moving things with my giant invisible hands.

[Doubleoqueso]

I felt like I was in the vehicle while at the same time I felt like a child playing with the world. Moving things with my giant invisible hands. That sounds like a really neat experience!

[Silviiro]

This one was hard to hold onto, which really surprised me. I'm On Heroes! I was Micah from Heroes.(I was alot shorter than I am in real life.) The government was trying to arrest anyone with superpowers and so they send a bunch of people. Nikki gives her self up, and I follow her out as far as I can while carrying a stack of newspapers. When they shove her in the armored car I fall over backwards sending the newspapers and a stack of cash that was hidden in the newspapers flying. The newspapers turn into strange birds and fly away, the cash blows away in the wind. I go looking for a weapon so I can go rescue Nikki. DL tells me that it is a bad idea. I tell him "There should be about 40 guards in my path. I can kill 40 people quite easily." I look for my bokken and when I look where I last left it I hear a voice in the back of my mind saying, "Duh! Of course it's not there! That is where I left it when I was awake. I need to look in a random spot and if I think it will be there that is where it will be." I wake up before I can find it.

[Silviiro]

Tough recall last night too. Indian Fights! I only remember the lucid portion of this dream. I was in a large building. Quite a few floors up.(I noticed that it was dark. When it is dark in my dreams, it usually means that there are hostile entities nearby. There is usually a soft light permeating my dreams, with no identifiable source. Though now that I think about it, the light could be coming from me.) I walked into a random room and two lasers turned towards me and began shooting. I decided that if I meditated the lasers will go through me. I meditated and the lasers went through me, but then I fell through the floor.(Apparently my meditation turned me incorporeal.) I reached the bottom floor and walk out large glass double doors. I began walking randomly, RCing a few times to make sure I held on to the dream. A dog ran up to me and latched onto my arm with its teeth. I pulled its jaws apart with my free hand and began petting it.(At this point light reenters the dream, so I know I can do whatever I want to.) The dog didn't bother me anymore. I walked into a random house. Inside the house there was a massive wood floor the size of a football field. North American Indians dropped from the roof into the room. I randomly raise my hands in the Vulcan "live long and prosper" sign and say "Watei"(The watei line is from "Shakiest Gun in the West") The Indian chief began to spar with me and I woke up. FRAGMENT: Back To Quag Keep? I remember only the basic storyline of this dream. It was a very confusing dream as I continually switched who I was when my controlled characters were captured. I was on a beach and trying to find a wizard. I was captured somehow and trapped on an island. I don't really remember much else of it. FRAGMENT: Christmas! Another fragment. I remember that I found where my parents hid the presents they had gotten me. I found a Darth Revan figure, A Darth Malak figure, and a PS2 game who's title I cannot recall. Nothing else I can remember.

[Silviiro]

Because of my current erratic sleeping schedule, my recall has been shot the last few days.

[Silviiro]

Despite my previous post, as the day continued I remembered a fragment of last night's dream. FRAGMENT:Pirates of the SciFi Virtual Reality I was playing a virtual reality game. I walked through some lava at the bottom of a cliff and jumped on this huge moving finger made out of stone. The finger moved upward taking me with it. I was on some sort of floating island with pyramid levels. What I mean is that it looked like an aztec pyramid with each level of the pyramid being the ground, and the places where there is one block higher there was a cliff. I walked along the outside of a temple. I knew that this was the last area of the game, and that I was underleveled. I picked up a raygun from a ruined wall and got ready for the final fight. Davy Jones appearing as he did in "Pirates of the Caribbean" came out from behind a wall and started walking toward me. I zapped him with my raygun. He died, but another of him came out from behind another wall. I shot him and noticed that my raygun was doing less damage. That is all I can remember. The reason I say this is a fragment is that there was alot more to the dream, but I only remember the rest in flashes.

[Silviiro]

I was obviously influenced by this thread: http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...ad.php?t=49241 The Dark Academy I posed as an prisoner (They were performing some kind of weird experiments on inmates.) so that I could sneak into the Dark Academy mentioned in the above topic. It looked just like I would think a normal school would look.(Note: I have been in a school about 5 times and never for very long, so I could be completely wrong about this.) I walked down a hallway, and I heard someone behind me. A really hot girl came up from behind me pulling a real inmate by the arm.She had dark hair glasses , and I don't remember what she was wearing. She asked me what my number was, and I said 1.(If you can't tell I had no idea what she meant and was trying not to get caught.) She then told me to watch the other inmate and not let him leave the hallway. She told me she was going to prepare the experiment rooms. The second she was out of sight the inmate opened one of the doors and ran through into some kind of lunchroom. There were a bunch of children around the age of 8 in there. I told him to get back in the hallway. He said that outside the hallway there was a sign that said "Do Not Enter!" I told him that he wasn't supposed to leave the hallway in the first place. At this point all the toddlers surrounded him and started leading him back into the hallway. They took us down the hallway and into a large room. The hot girl was there, and said that this was the "Lucid Dreaming Room", and that the door in front of me led to the "Dreaming Battle Room". I jokingly asked if there was a "Wet Dreaming Room." She laughed and started strapping the inmate into a strange machine. She said that the room I asked about might exist, but that she would need to know my number. This time I said 3, not remembering what I had said earlier. She pulled some file out of a briefcase, and I lost the dream. I seeing pure black, but I could still feel the dream and hear it. I concentrated on returning to the dream, and not waking up. I was back in the dream. She led me to the "Wet Dreaming Room" and you can figure out what I did there. I then woke up.

[RCLefty]

Heh heh, I'm flattered that it would be such an influence. There are some key differences between your dream and my dreams, but it's definately a new experience for me to see my dreams influence another persons. I'd not realized the thread made such an impact. In my dreams, the "Dark Academy" has never kept prisoners, or done anything else so apparently sinister. Neither have I ever been assigned a number. I do know a pretty hot chick with dark hair that attends there, but she does not wear glasses. Interestingly, it doesn't always look much like a school. There is a large building that is kept up, and sprawls in the way one might imagine an old British boarding school, but on the inside there is no particular rhyme or reason. There are no rooms assigned for any purpose, other than storage, and classes are held in conference-type areas that do not seem to be permanently set up for any particular class. There are sparring areas outside the building, and beyond that, the academy sits in a large and dreary area filled with the ruins of industrial complexes and strange machines, with the occasional "village" of corrugated metal huts. It seems as though the area is an old abandoned "World," and the Academy was built there by people who are not natives to it. The "Dark" in Dark Academy refers to the dreariness of that landscape, rather than to any nefarious purpose. While I have never seen a "lucid dreaming room," it is an interesting and obvious extension of the dream logic as I described it. I often dream of lucid dreaming porals, and various lucid dreaming equipment, but have never seen a room dedicated to the purpose. Rooms dedicated to purposes are not high on their list of priorities. Dream battles are also a theme of many classes, although I have never seen an overt reference to wet dreams. I have had a few there, though.

[Silviiro]

The Dream I must return to. I was on a bus I don't know where I was going. I was giving some kind of speech about how people should do what needs to be done and not just sit around letting everyone else do all the work. I stopped at a library in a town I used to live in. I became lucid and realized that when I was a child there was a room here that I feared. I decided to go there, hoping that I could eliminate the last remnants of fear living inside my mind. I went inside the library and went up the stairs. These stairs opened into a spiral staircase going straight down. I heard a voice say "NO!" and I was forced upwards by some king of magnetic force. By sheer force of will, I forced myself down the staircase. The magnetic force pushing against me got stronger the farther I got. Finally I was in front of the door . The door to my fear. I opened the door, and forced my way inside. I heard a voice that sounded angry saying, "What are you doing here! GO NOW!" I was ejected from the dream and woke up. I don't fully understand this dream, but I think it means I must seek the fear hidden in my mind, and absorb it. In the library in the town I used to go to, there was a biography room. To get to this room, you had to go through a large room with nothing in it, down into the basement. The light was never on, so you would have to turn it on yourself. This room always spooked me when I was a child. I feel like it still has some power of mine. I hope to return to this room in my dreams, and regain the power that I have lost.

[Silviiro]

My recall has been shot since my last entry. I have been focusing my dreams on retrieving the power that my fears still hold. I think I have made a little progress, as I remember a slight fragment of last night's dreams. Fragment: Feeling the power The only thing I remember is that I was back in that library in that room. I felt the gravity pushing against me. I relaxed, and tried to allow the power to flow into me. That is all I can remember. I am going to continue my search even though it is ruining my recall.

[Silviiro]

A nightmare! I actually had a nightmare! It has been many years. I am guessing that my recent quest to eliminate all remnants of fear left in me has caused it to fight back. . . The Panther I was going to a movie with my parents (I think it was "The Dark Knight" which isn't out yet.) I walked inside the lobby of the movie theater. I had to go to the bathroom. I go into the bathroom, and decide to take a quick shower for some reason. While I am showering a bunch of ninjas attack me. I fight them off using the moves from a form I recently learned in my martial arts classes. I leave the shower and walk towards the actual theaters looking for my parents. I see a friend of mine and walk to him to see what he was doing. He was talking to a gnoll. (DND) The attacked me. I ran. I ran for a long time. I noticed the sun setting for the seventh time since I had begun running and realized that I would have to do something else because I couldn't run much longer. I was back at the theater after running all the way around the earth. (Note: This theater is a solid part of my dreamscape. It is completely underground and has appeared in many dreams.) I walk down into the theater and switch bodies with someone else, so that now the gnoll (which polymorphed into a panther sometime when I was running from it.) would go after him. I tried to help him get away, and all the lights went out in the theater. I was standing in a junction between three hallways. I knew that the panther was coming for the other guy. He was paralyzed with fear. I knew we had to get moving, so I started walking down the hallway directly to my left. I heard the panther speak, I forget what it said, then it pounced. It knocked me over in midair, and attacked the guy I had switched bodies with. I watched it eating him, and knew that I was next. I didn't want to stay any longer. I closed my eyes and felt for my body. I opened my eyes and looked around my room. My dream exit was successful!

[Silviiro]

I have tried to ignore these two dreams, but since I had them my recall has been very bad. I had these dreams last week, when I was running a fever of 102 degrees. They both happened in the same night. Both are highly lucid, but the actions I make don't sound like things I would do. Sharing My Power I was in my house doing nothing in particular when all the sudden BAM! I'm lucid. I go outside and see empty streets. I yell out something about my DCs didn't like me anymore or something like that. Then DCs start coming out from all over. They are all in the forms of people I know from waking life. I tell them that if they put their palm on mine that we would share energy and both become more powerful. I "palmed" about 20 people. 1 of them I talked to like he was a real person, and told him to meet me in the waking life. He yelled to all the others that they also should visit me in waking life. Then I see a Tears For Fears CD on the sidewalk and it says one of the consultants for the album is "Satan's Widow." I then wake up. Now that I am awake I am sure that they were all DCs. Also, the whole thing about "Satan's Widow" makes no sense to me. I googled it and it is the title of some book from the 50's. I am sure I have never heard of it before, but I would be very interested in finding a copy. Someone Important I am in my car and a teenager walks up to it. I roll down the window and he tells me that I am dreaming, and that he is an important character. I ask him if that means I will see him in future dreams. He only says maybe. I get out of the car and he says that since we are here we should set up a base. He says that he is a wizard, and that two buildings are possible bases. He says that all the other buildings are too unstable. I say that the buildings seem stable enough to me. He seems amazed that I can even tell that they are buildings. He tells me that when he looks at what I say are "stable enough" he sees swirling mists. I say that if he is a wizard couldn't he just cast a spell and make me see what he sees. He says that he might be able to, but he's not sure. I go with him to the first "stable" building and recognize that it is my martial arts school. I tell him this. I look around for a little while. I feel a strong gust of wind, and the wizard says that someone may be coming to get us. I grab a staff to fight with and toss him a staff saying that since he is a wizard he should know how to use a staff. We go out the back door, and I ask him if in some future dreams he could teach me magic. He only says maybe. I say that he is alot like me and that I'm beginning to like him. He just smiles. We walk down the street to the second building. He points to it and says that it's where he works. I see a man walking down the sidewalk beside the building. For some reason I think he is a ex-supervillain or something and ask who he is. He turns around and I feel like I know him, but I can't exactly remember who he is. After a moment I recognize him as my best friend's father, only about 20 years older. I then wake up. I find this dream strange simply because I was lucid for the whole dream, yet it seemed to last for hours. Also, it seems strange because of the actions of the DCs.

[Silviiro]

What is the Purpose of Life? I am in the local church building and I become lucid. I go back to my father's office and in it I find a preacher I know. I ask him what the purpose of life is. His reply is gibberish. I walk out into the auditorium. I see my father talking to two people. I ignore the two people. I walk up to my father and ask him what the purpose of life is. His reply, "the quest will find the quester." I begin to walk outside and I see two cute girls come from the door. You can figure out what I did which caused me to lose the dream. I focus on the dream, and am able to reenter about 25 feet from my point of exit. I walk outside and get into a car. As I get into a car the building bursts into flames. I wake up. I hope that my quest finds me soon. . .

[Silviiro]

My first after a long long drought. Gabriel I was lucid and searching for a reoccuring DC. I described her to a random DC and he said that her name was Gabriel. I started yelling her name, and walked through several rooms. Finally I saw her and she ran up to me. I hugged her and then asked her to meet me in real life. She replied that she wasn't ready yet. Then I woke up. Yet another dream in which my two lives begin to blur together.

[Silviiro]

Shortening the gap. . . The Quest I am lucid on the street I live on. I walk to the end of the street and see a portal. It appears as a double-arch with a red curtain hanging in the middle. I go through the curtain and end up in a version of my street that appears to be destroyed. I don't recall what happened next. The next thing I remember I am in a building. I am looking for the leader of this territory. I intend to ask the leader about my DC, Gabriel. I find her and before she will speak with me she says I must go on a quest. I must find and retrieve a fluid which builds up in the home of creatures called Kozloons. I tell her that I will do that on the condition that she keeps me in the dream long enough to finish the quest. She says I have one day. I remember having heard the name before. I go back to my street in the alternate world. I follow a river shouting for a Kozloon, and I trip and fall in the river. I wake up almost a day later. I say to myself that I don't have much time. I continue walking down the river. I see two Kozloons in front of me. I pick a shovel up, remembering them to be deadly poisonous, and hold in front of me as a guard. I tell them that all I want is a sample of the liquid from their lair. They don't like it and one attacks me. I reflexively "jump" out of the dream and into my body. My dreams are becoming more and more like another world.

[Silviiro]

I keep forgetting. My Great Sorrow I meet a girl, and I instantly feel this connection with her. However I also immediately know when and how she is going to die. I do everything I can do to stop it, but I fail. She is hacking a computer, destroying a barrier or something, and a man blows up the gigantic steel doors leading into the room and shoots her. I yell loudly with sadness. He turns to attack me. He shoots me with a fatal blow. I use my dream cheats to revert in time, but I only revert to the time after the girl was already killed. I also give myself a magic returning knife that returns after it is thrown. I throw the knife at him and miss. I fail to catch the knife when it returns to me. He starts throwing axes at me. I dodge them and manage to get to the knife and throw it when a giant dog attacks me. I jump over some hot lava and into a snowbank. I then rip the dog's jaw off. By this time my rescuers have arrived and killed the man, but the girl is still dead. Strangely I am still depressed about this. I have also noticed that my dreams have gotten stranger lately.

[Silviiro]

Finally, a full lucid dream. I call it a full lucid dream because usually everything isn't so clear, and I don't think so clearly. Browsing the Internet I don't remember what caused it, but I become lucid. I am standing in my living room. I walk into the next room which is my dining/computer room. I see my father sitting at the computer, and decide to ask him for advice. I figure this would get some special advice from my subconscious or something. He acts like he doesn't understand, so I ask him again. This time he tells me to get on the Internet, and go to ober.on and dandyl.ion . I notice right away that these spell Oberon and dandylion, but I sit down at the computer anyway. I look back at my father to make sure he is still there, then I go to ober.on . What I see on screen is something about bringing people back from the dead with special powers. I look back at my father and tell him that it is crazy. He points at the screen with his head. I see what appears to be a trailer for a video game then look back at my father only to find an empty chair. I walk into the kitchen looking for him, and figure out that somehow he is in the bathroom. Even though the bathroom door is open, and it is obviously empty. I close the bathroom door, and step back. I wait a few minutes, but instead of my father coming out, my mother comes out. I tell my mother just to fix me a glass of tea, and got back on the Internet. I try to go to dandyl.ion, but the Internet is not working. I close Firefox and notice that the desktop is covered with folders mentioning "Hermetics" in the title. I open one, and to my dissappointment, all I find is a very inappropriate video. The people in the video are saying something in another language, and finally I wake up. Very very interesting dream.

[Silviiro]

Just a few highlights from the past few days of dreams. I skipped a few. A FEW FRAGMENTS: Fragment 1: I spent about 6 false awakenings in a row trying to have a conversation with my father about something. I don't know why, but I thought it was important at the time. Fragment 2: I was lucid and losing the dream. I went downstairs in my house and my vision went out as I went down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs I opened the door and stuck my hands out expecting to feel something. I felt a ball of some hot sticky rubbery substance fall into my hand. It burned my hand so badly I wondered if I had sleepwalked and grabbed a light bulb. This resulted in a false awakening in which I attempted to make Psi-balls. Fragment 3: I was being kept prisoner in the basement of a local mall. I learned to control Psi energy which resulted in me making a blue energy ball in my right which damaged whatever it ran into, and in my left hand cause my hand to turn hot and be unaffected by fire and such while still burning whatever I touched. I was going to use this to get out.

[Silviiro]

I haven't posted in this in over a year. I've been so caught up in waking life I've had little time for my other life. Well straight to business. FRAGMENT: The Rebellion My entire dream world rebelled against me. When I tried to fly the rain shot me down to earth. I couldn't summon anything when I tried. Then a squad of soldiers attacked me and I spent the rest of the dream dispatching them with physical abilities. FRAGMENT: Aion I just showed some features of Aion to my dad. Pretty short dream.

[Silviiro]

Another fragment. Must be because I'm out of practice. FRAGMENT: Pirating I was in some sort of driving pirate crew. We were staying in this large building and trying to collect supplies. We managed to convince the police that our car broke down and we were just waiting to get it fixed. Seems like an epic dream I wish I could remember all of.

[Silviiro]

A full lucid. Yay! The Girl I started out in the middle of a war of some kind. Bombs were dropping on a huge cyberpunk style city. I ran from the city and I don't remember what happened until I ended up sitting in the back seat of a car with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. We were transporting supplies for a small group of rebels, 2 of which were in the front seats, and I asked her how she managed to keep getting the guy who owned the car to give it so us. She said "He says he hopes we'll have sex in it". I said "We totally should". Then the 2 rebels got out of the front and started taking the supplies into their safe house. I told the girl we should ditch the rebels and leave the area together. I got out, went around to her door, opened it, took her hand, and kissed her. We went across a large field, and I never let go of her hand. Eventually we reached a house. I knew the house was supposed to be haunted so I told her not to be afraid and stepped in the door. Inside I sung to the ghost that we needed help. Interestingly it was a changed lyric version of "Hey, Jude" that had lyrics which fit. I remember it started "Hey Ghost, please help us out." and continued a full verse. At this point the ghosts started putting on some kind of show, and I put my arm around the girl and rested my chin on her right shoulder. For some reason while her body felt warm, her head felt hot. Like an incandescent light bulb that's been on for a while. Then I lost the dream and had a false awakening. I woke up and immediately got on the Internet on a laptop I don't have in real life. I browsed for a while and then saw a message that said "Don't you realize you're dreaming?" Then I went outside my house and sang a song calling for the girl. Like the previous song the lyrics were perfect, except this song was unlike anything I've heard before. She came to me and I stayed with her for the rest of the dream. Two oddities in this dream include the hot head and warm body, and the singing with good lyrics. Very interesting dream.

[Silviiro]

I start going good and then my recall drops. So annoying. This time an entirely non-lucid that was very interesting. My Teacher My martial arts school has moved to a new building and I am going inside for the first time. It looks like it used to be a megachurch and I have no idea how my teacher could afford it. I find the changing room by the voices inside and change into my gi. I walk outside and see a bunch of people I've never seen before. We go through a fairly normal class except my teacher isn't around. When I'm about to go out the door my teacher appears and tells me to stay until everyone else is gone and then find him. I wait while everyone leaves and then I go back to the room we practiced in. Then a ghostlike figure appears and calls itself a spirit of death. It says it's here to protect me until I find my teacher. We start looking back in the changing room and a couple of the people I didn't recognize appear out of nowhere and attack me with double bladed swords. I grab a staff off the ground and defend myself as best as I can, but they're obviously better than me. The spirit of death takes a more solid form with knives for fingers and kills them fairly quickly. We enter another room through the changing room that appears to be a generator room. I tell the spirit of death that his physical form is kind of creepy, and he transforms back to spirit form. We walk back through the changing room and find a sealed metal airlock style door blocking the way back into the main room. The spirit of death walks through it and then opens it from the other side. The main room has turned into the interior of a volcano. And there are more of the people I didn't recognize all around. We sneak up on a couple of them and attack. What we didn't realize was that one had a lightsaber and the other had a blaster rifle. I somehow manage to take out the one with the lightsaber using my staff, take his lightsaber, and take out the one with the blaster rifle using the lightsaber. Then we turn to an elevator and mess with it for a bit, but it doesn't open. I see a nearby portal and we walk through it. On the other side is a medieval fantasy style city in winter. I see a girl about my age sitting by the fire. I obviously know her and walk up and start talking to her. I mention how much I like the dimension's volatile weather and extreme temperatures, and then the spirit of death asks the girl why she is keeping up the facade. She sighs and says she killed the king. She continues to say that the king's plans included my death and she couldn't let that happen. Then I woke up. If I modify that a bit it could make a good section of a book.