I approached a huge black and white sphere...the surface was swirling like a soap-bubble...swirling black and white. The backdrop all around was blackest void. It's like the sphere was floating in nothingness.
I had the sensation of sneaking into it. Like an action hero infiltrating a heavily guarded fortification. I think I may have entered someone else's dream. I can't really explain how or why I feel this. Plus, a few days before this I asked Sophia to send a dream to help people...I feel the world needs wisdom, and Sophia is Goddess of wisdom. I think that she may have answered my prayer...but I was the dream she sent to someone.
I felt I had to get into the sphere and steal something. I was trying not to get caught. I was working my way in, and at the final obstacle I was assisted inside the sphere by a humanoid female. She seemed to be an aspect of the dreamer whose dream I was entering...she seemed to want to betray the tyrant/wizard who had taken up residence in the mind of the person whose dream I entered. She wanted me to kill the tyrant/wizard and stay there as king. I told her I couldn't do that, because I can't stay, but that I would help and then everything would be ok.
I made it inside, and the dreamscape took on the form of an large sort of amphitheater. None of it looked familiar. In the center was a desk, which belonged to the tyrant/king. There were other people around, some inhuman sort of like mythological creatures, and they were sort of like allies. They were sort of like side-kicks. They were glad to see me, and they wanted me to stay. I had to keep telling them I can't stay long.
I made my way to the desk. I broke into it, and found a little bag of white rocks...and my first thought was "drugs?". Sort of like crack cocaine or something. A little yellow tube was with it, and I thought "pipe"? I stole them. In other drawer I found what looked a little like marijuana. I took that too.
In the center draw were newspaper clippings. I rummaged through them, they seemed harmful and ominous so I scattered them. Then one of my allies told me, "they've been watching you, since the wedding" as if in reference to the clippings. But I wasn't sure. I couldn't read any of it clearly. But a chill kind of went down my spine.
"Wedding?" I said. "I'm not... married?" Later, I realized that in my earlier dream of making love to the Goddess, it was in a way, consummating our marriage. Heiros Gamos?
Then something caught my attention. The tyrant/wizard was coming. I told the female humanoid, the one that helped me in, that I was going to hide up the stairs, and not to tell the tyrant where I was hiding. I ran up, but stopped before I got to the top. The stairs led up to a restaurant, and everyone was in white tuxedos and eating. I got the feeling that I must not go up that far. At the top of the stairs was a bus-boy, or a maitre d'...in nay event he was dressed in white also but he wasn't eating with everyone else. I didn't recognize him. He was watching me closely, he seemed curious about me. He seemed to try to speak, try to approach me, but couldn't.
Then, I turned and there was the tyrant/wizard coming up the stairs after me. And the female who helped me earlier was with him. She says, "Sorry, I told him where you are..." and she kind of smirks at me. Then the tyrant/wizard sort of caught me in a spell or something, and I couldn't move.
But the female stabbed me in the chest with a needle. I got the impression it was out of spite...because I said I couldn't stay here with her. But the sharp pain, which I remember quite vividly, seemed to break the spell. I could move and so I rushed between them and back down the stairs and into the amphitheater.
Then I had one of my old childhood toys in my hands...a ray-gun. I still have it for sentimental reasons. The tyrant/wizard followed me, and seemed to try again with a spell. He had one eye that was off color, and I aimed at it and fired. It should have worked, I felt, but he had some sort of protective shield. The beam couldn't reach him. So I tackled him and jammed my ray-gun up his bum-hole and fired.
He screamed and flayed around, and after a minute or two of this he died. Then instead of leaving a body he left a blank mannequin which fell apart into pieces.
Then the female who assisted me in and then betrayed me to the tyrant/wizard tried to get away. I yelled "hold it!" and she froze and looked at me. One of her eyes was off-color as well, and I fired at it. The beam from my gun formed a circle of red laser-light around her eye, and the color of her eye seemed to go back to normal and then she collapsed.
Then I heard the word "suicide" echo in the theater, and saw some big fat near-naked guy run for a door, like he was trying to escape me. I yelled to my allies, "stop him! there will be no suicide!" They stopped him, at least that's the impression I got.
Then I went through the other drawers in the desk, and I had to smash some of them open. I ordered my allies to look around more. Then I went somewhere...not sure where...and when I came back they had found a safe hidden in the wall. I said "damn we need a safe-cracker..." and that's exactly when one came in.
He said to my allies, "ah, good you removed the plants around the wall" and proceeded to crack the safe. I looked around the walls, for other safes behind paintings and posters, and one of my allies tried to warn me about the plants above but too late. One of the plants squirted green stuff on me. My allies laughed and pointed me to a sink which was right there. I washed up, laughing about how I should have known better.
Then, the safe was open. Inside was music by Bach, and some books. I said "Bach?" I've never been a fan of classical music. But the music seemed harmless, so that I let stay. There were books in there, and my allies were going through them and tossing them around. Having a ball. None of them looked familiar, and I couldn't make out any titles. But I got the impression they weren't good...like they were filling his head with crud.
Then, the Goddess showed up. She was very tall, incredibly beautiful, and familiar. She asked me if I liked my adventure. I said something affirmative and then proceeded to flirt. I sensed that we were on intimate terms. She smiled as we walked.
Then I woke up.
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