Dear's Dreams

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I'm new to lucids.. so currently working on better recall.

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a bee, muffins, and Indonesian pirates(boring) This seemed more like an array of visuals, so the order might not be exact. I think "T" was having a party and "K" and I were there. "J" was there with other people I remember aswell.. can't think of their names now though. "K" and I had to leave to go do something (not sure what) but I had lost track of her so I yelled her name at the top of my lungs. I looked over and she was standing 4 feet away from me with a group of boys from highschool (names don't come to mind again). We sat at a round table for a while, and it seemed like we were at a restauraunt. We were with a random girl and boy, they were strangers to us... but we were all sitting at this table together. A bumble bee landed and "K" started messing with it. I got really upset and told her to give it to me. She cupped it in her hand and tossed it to the stranger girl. I said something like "oh, now we're playing the keep away game" noting it was childish. So the girl set the injured bee on the table for me to retrieve it. When I leaned in for it she flicked it to the boy sitting across from us. at which point I kind of got brutal and started slapping/hitting her in my usual weak maner. Then Jerika was trying to talk to me about things so we decided to leave. I remember genuinly apologizing to the girl saying "sorry I kind-of beat you up.." -At some point, I was at my grandmas house dissecting the blueberry muffins she had made. They had osiago cheese melted on top. - Now I was with "E" in a hall-like area with glass displays. I don't know what was in the displays. It was kind of a highschool reunion... except not too much time had past since our graduation year.. it was probably shortly after infact. Throughout T's party and being with emma in the halls... "D" and "J" had both tried to find out why I left highschool my junior year, and more specifically "How I got everything done". I avoided the questions/them entirely. Walking with "E" through the halls I had complained about "J" nagging me (even though it seemed she was just concerned) when I noticed jerika on the side of Emma, so I walked away. 3:50am wake up right about here, I fell back to sleep and had another dream not related to the last. I was watching Indonesian pirates standing in a row, one of them was standing on a stool with a noose around his neck & was all wet. The leader, in one motion, shot the pirate on the side of the forhead and kicked the stool out from underneith him. I watched in disbelief as the pirates head began to look fake, and fell off. The victim pirate was terrified as his real head/neck emerged. I realized the leader had caused this to happen with magic. The leader then went on to explain that he wanted him to experience a death similar to some other pirate. He said he will be starved then drowned. Victim pirate said "burrrrr" then began to laugh/cry as if he was happy with this decision.

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Roller-coaster, wand/sucker, carcrash(boring) This dream was during a nap. (same day as post above) It started with E and some other girls in a car, we had our laptops and I was apparently playing WoW because I got a message that I was able to enter Eye of the Storm, a battleground you queu for in the game. I entered and suddenly all of us were in a rollercoaster area, getting ready to strap into one of those hovering carts . I had my robe on (note I fell asleep in a bath robe) and the back of the pillowy car seat was on my back.. I was wearing it as a backpack. I was weary about pulling the rollercoaster strap-in bar over my head because I felt it would squash me because of all the puffy material I had on, so I got rid of all that. Once in the seat, we started moving very close to the ground, It reminded me of disneyland because there were pedestrians that had to dodge our cart. It seemed pointless that the cart hover at all. I remember seeing a woman with a 12 seat stroller I was worried about kicking. After going over many rod iron fences, we arrived at a tiered fountain . On the tiers were balls lined up. I noticed Graeson and Nick were there so I started talking to them. I had a pink sucker that was half finished & Nick asked Graeson what it looked like. Graeson replied "a fish".. I said "it's clearly a wand." and we laughed. Nick got snobby and said something like "you pulled that out of your ass Graeson." and "we see things for what they really are.." Nick and I went and sat on the a couch, I asked him about his band, he talked about it. etc etc.. At this point I wasn't sure why I was still at this place, so I went and found E and Cody right as they were driving off. On the way home, we passed a grocery store that looked familiar so we slowed. We noticed the walls were being covered in black plastic bags, and I commented on how I forsaw the store closing a while ago. We continued driving. The sky had turned dark purple and there was tons of fog. We ended up colliding with a car driving towards us. I saw images of the other car rolling, but it seemed 2D'ish and cartoony. I was now in a hospital room with a girl who had been in the car we collided with. I gathered that her sister had died in the crash. I was in the corner of the room and she was kneeling talking as if she had to keep quiet about what she had to tell me. Her eyes were huge, and what was left of her teeth were large as well. I can't remember what she said but it went something like "I bled here and I can't go home.. I have blood here".

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I'm not going to try to recall the first dream I had last night in detail. The second is pretty boring. first Unpleasant memory It included my grandpa (recently deceased) in the same physical conditions he was in during hospice before he passed months ago. I was running around trying to get him home. second Attempting to sleep at Jensen's house I was walking down a sidewalk in the middle of the night with no pants or shoes on.. I knew I had to get to wherever I was going quickly because of how late it was. I was soon in my friend Jensen's room alone and decided to sleep on his mattress until he got home. I didn't feel weird about being there unannounced for some reason. I then started questioning if I had locked the front door, or how I had even entered his house for that matter. Some time had passed and I finally heard him quietly walk in through the front door. He was making his way up the stairs to his room, when I heard his dad storm through the hallway. Jensen opened the door to his room and I waved, he waved back. I then hid behind some blankets (or clothes?) in his closet. His dad entered and started yelling/throwing furniture around.