lately i've had a lot of dreams that i'm under the influence of different illegal substances. in my opinion, it's probably better than being high. you're in control of everything.
one dream i've been meaning to write about is mainly about cocaine.
sometime last year both of my brother's moved out and i got the younger of the two's rooms. but in this dream, the other brother's room was mine. and unlike most of my dreams, how the rooms only resemble enough of the room in real life so that i can tell thats which one i'm in, it looked/felt like my actual house for the most part.
so i have this box in my hands, full of coke. my mom keeps walking into my room but i can't wait to try it, i've had it too long and i needed it right then. i do it, she walks in immediately after i put it under the bed. she doesn't seem to notice anything. but i'm tripping bad. i know how i felt in my dream isn't anything like how cocaine really effects you, it was fun none the less. i felt the slow motion dizziness of codine, and my eyes began to play tricks on me (well actually my subconscious, but whatever). i started getting agitated, and walked into my bathroom where i did some more. at the end of the dream my mom walked in and was okay with it. then my dad did some lines with me. ifonly.
i wish i could remember more of it, it was a pretty damn good dream.
and sense the next dream is so short, i might as well just add it in here.
it felt like i had just fallen asleep, and there was an asian womans head floating in front of a very psychedelic patterned background, then she said "angel dust, angel dust, PCP? PCP?". terrified the fuck out of me, woke up immediately.
just another quick note, in the mornings before school i have a lucid dream every morning. i set my allarm to 6 oclock, and then when it goes off again in 10 minutes and i just keep pressing snooze until 7 when i get up. but i fall asleep inbetween times, and lucid dream that i'm getting ready for school. one time i remember lifting my shirt up to my belly button in the mirror to see if it was real life or another dream, and there was an odd indention of a triangle around my belly button. yet i still had to question wether i was dreaming or not.
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