Patrick45's potential dream journal

[patrick45]

Ok everyone here's my journal... Mar. 1, 2010 Tonight I remembered about 2 dreams, thanks to water ( im guessing, since I got up about 2-3 times ) Dream 1 In the first one, I think my parents got divorced and I was playing with my 2 cousins or something at my old house and I think the rapture or something happened and lots of people dissipated and there were like 2 cars abandoned in the middle of the street when I went outside after my mom who is now dead ( I think it was her, anyways ) said something about it, but I thought she was just being weird until I saw the cars left in the street and I also saw little wire stands coming up of the ground for every structure on the property with a little plastic page on it saying a whole bunch of different numbers, I think some of them were just one and others had like 5 or 6 different numbers on them and I was wondering what that was about and the whole time I was panicking because obviously if the rapture had happened and left me behind I would break down or something (I'm a Christian.), then the dream ended. Dream 2 In this dream, I don't remember much, but I remember I tasted something really good off of a buffet styled thing but there were people like lunch ladies behind it even though it was like a buffet stand in the middle of a room, and it worked like a buffet thing where you get your own food, but I ate some of it right off of the spoon you use to put stuff on your plate and then tried something else with the same spoon, which made one of the lunch ladies mad, at which point I put the spoon back and they said something like " great now I need to get another spoon. " and I felt a little bad, then I ran off to somewhere else in the restaurant and I don't remember much after that. I THINK I might know one of my dream signs now, maybe even two, I think one of them is distress or some sort or fear and the other one is a sort of darkness about the dream where everything is lit dimly for the most part... it seems to happen in a lot of my dreams, mainly because my real life is a mental hell for the most part probably.

[patrick45]

March 2, 2010 I don't know what order I had these in exactly, but I remember shards of both dreams, a little better than I remember last night's... DREAM 1 In this dream I remember beginning at my house, and there was some sort of story about parallel states of mind, one of them being covered with some sort of special snow and everything and everyone was pale, and the other just being cloudy and gloomy, I started walking out my driveway and switched states of mind over to the snowy place, and my dog who was following me turned pale and looked sad, and then when I got into my neighbor's driveway ( they have a really really long driveway that goes to their house and also to a field behind their house ) I fell into the snow and was somehow being dragged along through it, it didn't feel exactly like snow, though, I think I was thinking it felt like ground up Styrofoam peanuts... then somehow I ended up with a girl or someone, I don't think I ever saw them, just heard them, and as we were walking down the path after I somehow stopped getting dragged along, we saw a house in the woods near our neighbor's house and then the person who was with me was talking about constructing a alternate state of mind environment from the house, which was odd, almost like creating another dream environment, though I never switched back over to the snowy place while looking at the house ( the house looked big and grand with 3 stories, like a plantation house almost but with one really long rectangular 2nd story sunroom ( i guess ) coming out from the front of the house right in the middle, with 2 windows at the end of it, one of the columns below it were missing so it was leaning dangerously to one side, the house seemed abandoned. ) and that's all I really remember from that dream. DREAM 2 In this dream the earliest part I remember was something about going through either someone's house and a furniture store with some dream friends looking at furniture, when just randomly Blanche ( the woman from Golden Girls ) came up and laid on one of those lounge sort of couches and she was talking about it and called it something weird ( the lounge was brown leather, like most of the furniture in there seemed to be, and the pillow was cylindrical and lighter brown with some red I think ) and I sat down on a lounge near her's and I think we had a conversation of some sort, then I think I might have left and then I think the dream switched over to something else, because I remember being in a car with some friends and family, like Megan, Jake ( her boyfriend their both my friends sort of ), my sister and my parents, and we were all on the highway and there were these little weird pill things ( or beads ) rolling down a highway below us ( we were on an overpass ), there were 3 types, A pink oval pill that was rolling on it's side, a blue triangular one flying down the highway like a spaceship, and another one, I think it was red, but I don't remember shape, anyway they were going through a traffic situation and a triangular one rammed into the line ahead of it out of anger about some sort of betrayal or something, and then someone explained something about it, then we went looking to get Jake a new car of some sort and were driving around ( it was cheerful and sunny now ) and after looking at a bunch of different cars, we found a massive van, and then stopped into some random shop that did a bunch of things, from serving food to selling plants and fish, and I don't remember much about it, but I remember looking at the fish, they had their aquariums in the checkout counter, they had a lion fish, a bunch of sucker fish ( the sort that get on the side of your aquarium and suck all the algae off ) and they said that the males looked like regular sucker fish, but the females looked like some sort of weird stand thing with 4 legs and an opening in the top of it, which was presumably it's mouth since it expanded and contracted, and other than it's legs which it walked with and the opening at the top, it was nothing but a black little oval rock, and some of the " male " sucker fish were following it, about 3 I think, and then some other fish... including a GIGANTIC sucker fish, taking up a whole aquarium just by itself and they said something about it being bad to release into the wild, and they said they could serve us up any fish we wanted cooked or as sushi and I said that I wanted the lion fish to eat, but something happened where they didn't kill it or anything and I wandered off to see their plants, some of which looked sick, but I ended up picking a broccoli plant that had pink flowers instead of yellow and it looked tiny and just starting up but yet producing already, and also something called a moonstone flower ( or just moon flower ) where it was also a small plant with lots of little white flowers on it in clusters like lilac flowers, kind of... then I remember something about it being nighttime and we got in the car and I broke the broccoli plant and was really mad about it since all of it broke off from the root, and then I saw weeds on the other side of the dirt in the pot vining over the dirt and also a little broccoli sprout on the edge just starting out, then I woke up and I don't remember anything after that