Irken's Puzzle

[Irken]

December 22nd, 2009 Last night was great I got six hours of sleep and recalled three of my dreams. Dentist: This dream was a little odd but here goes. The beginning is a blur, my family is at the dentist getting stuff checked out with there teeth, something might of happened but I skip ahead to when the two dentists are gone and me and my bro are left in the office. We played some weird game I don't remember and then some game like CoD2. I kept trying to close the game which was nearly impossible and erase the evidence. After awhile of trying to do this and failing the first dentist came back. He was silent the whole time but seemed high and I told him right away. He started growling and I didn't think he was really mad so I asked him and he said "No of course not," the rest of that dream is a blur. I do remember my teeth feeling very odd. Like not normal teeth. Link to Wha??: This dream is harder to remember since I had to shovel snow before doing this. However I remember being in my basement playing a game on a small tv. It worked by me using my eyes. (Haha, now that I remember better in my CoD2 game I controlled movement with a gun like controller it was weird and I remember shooting a bunch of dudes.) I remember walking around mostly trying to feel comfortable then it changed a little and I was in a city, I had a memory of a younger girl and the main character being friends and now this girl was much older and very beautiful, however before I could get to catch up her boyfriend snatched her away. What is this???: This dream by far is the most confusing, I can only remember bits and pieces now but basically there was something to do with gum, a grocery store, a big ass party in the park, me and my friends singing and then me coming up with a kick ass guitar solo in my brain, I was filling words in for my friend Rob, (real life friend) and then I turn to Cody and sing, something about a bong and we both laugh, (as far as I can remember I spent a long as time here) the whole dream is very confusing but I think I covered all I remember. That's all for now

[Irken]

December 23rd Tonight was strange I went to sleep had a dream and woke up immediately after it. Instead of writing it down or anything else I tried to go back to sleep... stupid sleepiness. I remember only one thing... there was this drop list that looked like DV that was asking me how many dreams I can recall. I answered 4 and on the scale it was 45%. The list was dark blue and white. The beach: The sky was very red, the sand was orangish and there was a rock that seemed to be a natural archway. The ocean was also very blue only it never moved and I was with these girls only I wasn't even really talking to them I think they were talking about there own stuff and I was confused but when they left I left with a few of them and it turned into this game Mount&Blade We "Rode" to this city decided to leave and these "Bandits" shall I call them attacked us. I lead my superior force against the enemy and my "allies or friends" were by themselves. I convinced myself I was there to help them. But when I charged the enemy I killed no one as the enemy were also girls and I ended up going to a hill where me one enemy and two of the girls were and we started talking like friends. I remember the scene was nice. Green hills blue cloud dotted sky and there was again some rocks next to a house that had a porch out back with fencing. It also was atop something like brick. The porch I think was brown like wood with the fencing being white and they had this giant Dr.Pepper thing in a metal cage that looked like it only had 4 bars and by this I mean one on top of the soda and one on bottom and they wrapped around. It was odd I don't remember what any of the girls said. Then I recalled my Calvary to attack with me and the dream ended.

[Irken]

March 25, 2010 Although I became I was aware I was dreaming like every time I fell asleep last night I couldn't control it or stabilize it at all. I remember nothing and then all of a sudden I remember not being able to see things very clearly. However I try controlling my dream but instead extreme sp takes over and I remember feeling like I was being tossed around. I remember opening my dream eyes with me moving on the floor and freaked out and then felt something behind me trying to fuck me (yeah what the fuck?) so I break free of this demon or so I thought and thoroughly tell it that it is not welcome and I believe I am successful in warding it off and all of a sudden I start running and wind up upstairs with it suddenly becoming day and I immediately look down at my arm which was once white turn black and i saw my veins pulsating violently. (Literally my purplish veins were beating like a heart it seemed. When blood came through it was like they were bouncing off my arm and my arms were extremely skinny.) The more I focused on the abnormality of my arms the more normal they became. I had asked my father why they were like that but he didn't respond no one was responding. But the scenery was quite amazing. It was an ocean of green all around me. No flowers just plants all sprouting leaves, and green arms. There was a concrete walkway winding around all the plants and the sky was a summer sky blue dotted with puffy clouds and the air warmly kissing me with it's humid embrace. The walkway of concrete went straight until it met many plants in the middle that it diverged and wrapped around. The building I was sort of in had no roof above me yet around me it surely must have been a house and very nice one I'd imagine. However once my arms became normal the dream faded and I had a false awakening. This false awakening was one of few to distract me. Yet still I awoke from my bed again and looked around it was completely normal and I was struggling to wake up as I thought I did and I believe I woke up and it was 4:30 an hour after I had fallen asleep. I was very sleepy and decided to fall back asleep. I did and when I did I awoke in my room in my dream. This time I looked to the floor sure I must have been dreaming and almost a beacon of my affirmation a strange bulky alarm clock told me the time one said 4-something (not literally) and the other 1:00 am another affirmation and it was all I needed to know I was dreaming. Yet I could not control this dream So I walked out of my room and something made me go into my bathroom and sit in my tub. When I did something must have changed since now there were DC's in my bathroom (the bathroom comes up again ) and I remember being naked and freaking one out and some person just stood there looking into the mirror. Then all of a sudden there was a girl in my tub. No water to clarify things. (I have an odd feeling throughout all my dreams I had been trying to sleep with women who kept turning me down or it just wouldn't happen.) Yet this one who seemed whorish just started fucking me. Except she wouldn't do anything and I did all the work. After I was done she disappeared and this girl I liked appeared in my tub and I tried fucking her and grabbed her boobs (she was clothed) but that's when the dream faded and I had yet another false awakening but I remember knowing I was dreaming. The details of this particular dream evade me mostly but I remember a bunch of dreams clotted together and waking up and sleeping in real life two more times. I'll try and explain the remaining night as best I can. I remember a detail about trying to sleep in my dream the same way I had fallen asleep in real life. The only thing I can tell is that some blinding white light came over me and I woke up. As for my second dream I remember being with a group of people and repeatedly telling them we were dreaming and I was the dreamer. I kept saying this throughout the dream to retain lucidity and towards the end my brother on of the DCs told me he was dreaming to and was angry I kept saying I was the only dreamer. I excitedly explained shared dreaming to him and told him to initiate another dream with me or something. I had another false awakening and don't remember anything after that except for waking up in real life going to sleep not dreaming and waking up to my alarm clock. Last night was pretty crazy and I've had a feeling all day that I made a breakthrough in lucid dreaming and that I will have many more from now on. Tell you how it goes ;P

[Irken]

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[Irken]

Today I had some really strange dreams I remember two dreams the first I'll call What Lies West of Fiji? In this dream I was apparently from an expedition to Fiji. there were three series of islands that formed the isles of Fiji in my dream. The first was very beautiful and I remember hearing about how young the inhabitants were. Young and lively. It was true the people of the first isles were all children. They were strange but wise children and I don't remember what they said. Then we went to the third isles. We were looking at some maps that were drawn a long time ago. I remember it was these shapes seperated by black borders for some reason and then the ocean. The first island was completely green then the second was a sea of greens, yellows, and oranges. We marveled at the beauty and wondered how could the first person who came here done this. I decided he must have had someone mapping it out while he drew in the greens and other colors. Sure enough there was some of this beauty that I hardly remember. However mushrooms sprouted during summer which it was. These mushrooms reverse the seasons and bring a sea of darkness until it reaches fall dies and then the cycle repeats itself. I remember getting on the floor and only barely being able to see. So me and my friends said farewell to the elders that were in there 30s and told them we were leaving. Some were shocked and we offered to let them come since they seemed to hate the third isle. They denied the offer saying there place was with there people. We never stopped at the second isle but we came back to the 1st isle. It was light there and many children decided to come with us. Someone said back to the black isles. End dream We call this next dream the Black Isles In this dream there was a huge set of amplifiers and I remember hearing a man singing through them. So me and this other person walked (btw this is the black isles) around it and saw this man singing. He was black and was testing it out for these people. These people were some sort of rap group and we came to this bench thing that was right next to all the electrical equipment. I got scared and hid by the electrical equipment and turned everything off. It went black so I plugged it in and they began rapping once more. End Dream The next dream shall be called. Beware of the mushrooms in this dream I am mysteriously kicked out of my highschool and must go to North Caroline High School were all my old friends from elementary and middle school are. (This is accurate in real life) Me and my two friends Tommy and John find eachother and they know the situation already. So we start smoking weed (they don't irl) and walking down the halls with a J. I am slightly nervous by this and decide to skip school since I'll be high and can't function high in school. So the next day he sees me again Tommy and I feel like we're best friends. So we walk down the hall smoking another joint and I look behind me and there is two other people smoking and in front of me I see this giant cloud of weed smoke. That is floating towards the ceiling it was cool. So I go into this classroom nervous and a teacher spots me. (Btw in this dream I feel like I know all the teachers as if they were mine and don't know if I should just go to my regular classes or check in with a councilor.) So he tells me to empty all my shit out and takes my phone and wallet and some change. (Which is exactly what I had today in my pockets minus the change.) I ask him touching an old school wireless house phone if I can come back and get my stuff at the end of the day and he nods. I think he thought I had weed on me which I didn't so I got away. Then I notice a bunch of teachers in desks in the hallway and remember today was the day that students are teachers and I didn't come up with a teacher plan but I compromise by saying I just started here so I walk past them trying to figure stuff out. This is when I go back to that dudes class and there is a female teacher there. He and her tell me we're going on a field trip along with the rest of the class. We go to this camping sight and he tells us where we would normally eat lunch is off limits so we go to this caged in area where another class is. Tommy and John's. I hang out with them and notice my shirt is weird it's dark blue and has like weird stuff but w/e. I go back and talk to him. He is telling me how he is meeting this girls parents and how he will impress them with a pet. I explain to him I'm great with girl's parents and then he talks about fucking her. Then the class leaves and it becomes like a movie. Suddenly the focus is on the male teacher who stopped me he runs into the caged area and is attacked by the same mushroom from fiji. He take sit off and is struggling like he is about to die when the female teacher returns and shoots the mushroom and almost his hand but it's this fucking spider thing that is now attacking him. He gets it off and then she shoots him. She hands him the gun and I feel as though the mushroom is deadly and he kills her and we never hear from the guy. He must still be alive in my dreams somewhere haha. The dream skips to me and my class. We have no teacher so we go to the caged area where we see the other class also lost without a teacher. It's at this point someone from another class like a scout finds us. She understands and tells us to come to a clan site. We were learning about these clan type people. We find them and they have this ornate village. It's like trees turned into houses and bridges connecting it all. It's really cool and they have like wooden planks making a road for us to walk on around the village. We find the headmaster and I forget how but I have something and he awards me and tells me that we have won the trust and a party ensues. During this I steer clear from mushrooms which they serve everyone. After he serves the mushrooms he has taken one too and a few other of his clan. Yet all three classes (Mine, Tommy and John's, and the Scout's) take the mushroom excluding just me. At this time the headmaster of the clan leads everyone into a mass suicide of some sort. A few people are freaked out but most of them oblige. One guy goes back and decides to smoke the rest of his dutch weed. I feel like the suicide is so that they don't start killing someone and it's apart of some weird ritual. However the guy smokes his weed and the dream ends. Man was today weird.