tigs journal

[theitaliangunman]

Starting tonight I will begin keeping a dream journal. Feel free to comment all you like.

[theitaliangunman]

6/22/06 I woke up with the feeling that I had dreamt all night, but couldn't remember them. I'm certain I had more than I say here, but I can't remember them. I could barely remember these two. I remember being in some dark valley, with a hill and a highway running up and down it. The highway was very busy. I lived in a house on top of the hill with Pilar, and there was atrain station at the bottom. I took some stuff down to the station and asked them how my dad could pay for a ticket down there for me. I then asked one if the officers there if he was head if ID theft, and he said he was. I started to talk, but people were behind me, so I stopped and asked about my ticket. Then one of the other guys put a bunch of stamps on my hand. My brother suddenly showed up, and I asked him to carry something for me, but he didn't so I got mad at him. He carried stuff after that. He told me about how Perry climbed Bunker Hill to get my bed. Apparently he put them on the highway, and I walked by them. EOD. 6/22/06 I was in my room, looking for a shirt for a concert or something. I pulled out this huge anti-Bush shirt, and decided it wasn't appropriate. I think there's more, but I can't remember. EOD.

[theitaliangunman]

6/23/06 I remember fighting a little kid with a spear. I eventually stabbed him in the stomach. We then went to his Dad, and I remember feeling happy. The buildings seemed to be made out of a tannish clay, and were like huts, but in a city.EOD.

[theitaliangunman]

6/24/06 I was wandering around some large mall with Pilar. Now that I think about it, the mall has been in several of my dreams before, bu tI've never visited it while awake. We were wandering through some stores, and then we sat down at a table. She went to do something with a library book, and I sat at the table. Eventually all my friends from my old school began sitting at the table with me. We were talking, and Kylie tried to call Pilar with her own cell phone. Then a little thing on a string was hanging from her phone, and Kylie said it was her baby. EOD. 6/24/06 I was staring at my face in the mirror, thinking how big my nose was. My face was messed up out of proportion, which should have popped me into a lucid dream, but it didn't. And it wasn't like I was looking into a mirror, my face was just taking up all my vision. EOD. I had several other dreams last night too, but I can't remember them; I waited too long.

[theitaliangunman]

Haven't posted in a while. 9/6/06 I had a dream about flying in a plane in the middle of a huge storm. Something kept overheating, and we we going to make an emergency landing on the beach, but I jumped out. I remember thinking and/or seeing the plane hit a woman and her child, but didn't see anything afterwards. I then went to a restaurant selling fresh dogs from the highschool? I then remember being on a house like thing in the middle of the ocean, and thinking the storm was passing. I then saw a tornado on it's way, and went in and yelled for the leader of the building to come out. She did, and freaked out when I pointed it out to her. I then saw a HUGE wave coming at me. EOD.

[theitaliangunman]

1/13/07 I attempted a WBTB to WILD after around 5 hours of sleep. I remember waking up, attempting it, and getting a lot of HI, but I fell asleep too quickly. I'll have to stay up longer next time. I do remember one dream where a lot of people were having sex around me.

[theitaliangunman]

I also remember getting in a confrontation with 2 black guys outside of a gas station market. I remember seeing one of them had a gun, and I had a gun as well, but I didn't want to draw it because it didn't feel justified. I may have killed him with my knife, I can't remember correctly I remember me and Ryan were outside a school, and there was a heavybag that we were trying to hit. My sidekick kept missing or I was doing it wrong. I remember feeling upset. I don't know where the heavy bag was hanging from.

[theitaliangunman]

I had a dream that I was in boot camp. At one point me and one other recruit were running around a tree. I remember being in the water without a uniform and wanting to get one. I had a dream that I was in boot camp. At one point me and one other recruit were running around a tree. I remember being in the water without a uniform and wanting to get one.

[theitaliangunman]

I was at the Durham track, and there were a bunch of rocks all over it. I was with a class, and we were planning on running the mile to time ourselves. We did it, and I did it really fast.

[Tomdub]

The dream with the mirror in it sounds intresting, I have always wanted to have a mirror in one of my dreams. Also, (probably a stupid question) what does EOD stand for?

[theitaliangunman]

The dream with the mirror in it sounds intresting, I have always wanted to have a mirror in one of my dreams. Also, (probably a stupid question) what does EOD stand for? [/b] The mirror one was actually quite terrifying, when I realized what I was looking at it scared me quite a bit. EOD just stands for end of dream, I thought I would put it in there in case I had any commentary not involving the actual dream. 1/15/07 I was on a boat in the middle of the ocean. I think we were looking for something, but I'm not sure what. There were two other people with me, but I'm not sure who they were. I had some sort of deep sea diving suit on, and they were lowering me into the water via some sort of cord. Several times I had to hold on to the cords with my hands, and then attach it to the suit. I was never really worried about it though, because I think I knew I was dreaming to some degree. The bottom of the sea was very murky, but I specifically remember a ship of some sort. I was lowered and raised several times, and each time I was never afraid, until I was on the bottom and saw the murkiness. I remember that jumping into the darkness was really frightening. Very interesting dream, and should have popped me into lucidity, but it didn't.

[theitaliangunman]

Again, I was at some sort of boot camp. My DI was he gunny from mail call. He was in helicopter, and he was telling everyone some kind of story. While he was, I seemed to be stuck in some sort of restraint, like a seal belt or something, even though I was outside the helicopter. I hade a knife, a camo tanto, and as I was holding it. When he was done he got out and asked for it. I handed it to him several times, and on the last time he cut me a little bit because I was holding it wrong. We were in a swampland of some sort, and I remember looking at a gigantic treee with broken limbs, thinking that all the limbs had been broken off by ice. This makes sense given the current weather situation.

[theitaliangunman]

Had a dream that I was inside the school with Laura and Riley. I knew I was dreaming, because when Riley tried to leave I said "no" and she couldn't open the I didn't exactly "know" I was dreaming, but I kinda knew. I guess low level lucidity is what best describes how I felt. It was around 7am when I was having lucid dreams, I preformed a sort of WBTB manuever, and I attempted to WILD but failed because I didn't get my higher level brain up and running. Interesting, and my first lucid in a while. I also told Laura that I had some sweet dreams to tell her about, thinking that I had fallen asleep at school. Turns out I was still dreaming, and I woke up after I walked out into the hallway. I had dream that I was on a cruise/battle ship of some sort. I was on the Captains deck and we were in the ocean. I don't remember what we were doing there, but we kept getting hit by HUGE waves, and we made all of them except one. After the big one I seemed to make it over one more and into "higher" water, where the tsunamis stopped. I remember thinking that 5.5 (or something) million people died from it. It was really sad at the time, and I was trying not to cry because I wanted to act like a soldier. When I got back home to Mom and everyone I told them how many people died, and they didn't really seem to care. They said something like "It's only 5.5." Strange dream, but cool.

[theitaliangunman]

I was living a counterstrike map. The Dust map. I was playing for a bit, and then went into a tower to pee. I went up on the second level. I realized people could see me from there, so I moved. I also remember some kind of argument between a male and a female, and it was getting on my nerves. This is all I can remember because I waited all day to write in here.

[theitaliangunman]

I was filming some sort of movie, and I was a samurai. I had to duel him in the street, and I had two swords on my back, and two on my side. Way too many. The guy I was dueling was an old japanese master, and one time when we were staring at each other waiting for the cars to go by, he got hit. It was funny.

[theitaliangunman]

Also, had a dream about my ex. Let's just say it involved a shower in an old victorian town, kind of like that place in Harry Potter.

[theitaliangunman]

So I've had bronchitis for the last week. Had about three dreams last night. In the first one, me and Luke were at my house. I think Wyble was there, but I can't be sure. Someone was. We wanted to do a mission to somewhere, I don't remember. So we left, and he had a sniper rifle and I had an airsoft gun. We went down Woodglen Dr. and got to a house. We went to a shed in the back, and that's when I thought it was Lukes. We were in there for a while, I thought what it would be like to live there, and then a dog in one of the side rooms jumped up to a window and scared me. The door was supposed to be locked, but it broke. I had a bat somehow, and hit the dog on the head. For some reason I decided that he had to die, so I kept hitting him on the head. Eventually he looked like he was stunned, and I started to feel really bad. I kept hitting him until he layed his head on the ground, and then I broke his neck by hitting him under the chin and knocking his head back. I felt really bad afterwards. In another dream, I was in San Francisco, driving with my Mom. We went by some apartments, and I told her that I wanted to live there. They were gold with big black windows. I think I also did some Parkour there by myself, but I just forgot. In another very good dream, I was hanging out with Kristina. We were on a bed, watching TV. She leaned over, and got close, and kissed me a little bit. Then we started making out. Oooooh yeah. I put a piece of gum in my mouth at one point. We never had sex, but we got close.

[theitaliangunman]

I was at my uncles with my Mom, Grandma, Ben, and Lisa. I guess Jeff was there, but I don't really remember him. I was in my Room, and then I came out to the car, and Mom had all of Jeffs cigars out on the passenger side seat. We were driving up to Chico, and Mom said Ben stole something from Grandma, and then went on to talk about the kind of nions she gets him because of his work. (??) Someone also calle me a thief at one point. Lisa I think.

[theitaliangunman]

I was at some sort of training, and we all had to go up and down some river. It was tough, I remember there being rocks, sharks, and cliffs. Marcy was there, and we were both doing good. I was trying to impree her. At the top of the river was some sort of resturaunt.

[theitaliangunman]

I was on some sort of dock, with some sort of criminal organization. I had been here before, and had had a dream like this before. At one point we were driving back to the dock, and there were barrells in the way. We went around them, and then another car came driving at us to ram us off the dock. He missed.

[theitaliangunman]

The dream began with an enemy soldier covering up outside of a base and shooting at it. He killed a lot of people, and actually made the base surrender. At one point a squad of guys came out, but they moved like they did in a video game, slowly, and all died. He eventually got ran over by a passing truck, and a bunch of teens came out to him. They started singing, and Priam was at my side. He was wearing a Navy uniform, and said he had been in since he was 13.

[theitaliangunman]

I had a dream that I failed the piss test they gave at MEPS. Don't remember much other than that, seeing how it's been almost all day and I'm about to pass out as it it.

[theitaliangunman]

I had a dream that I went to a NOFX concert. All the same people were there that went to the real one. At one point I went up to the second level of the senator, and got a drink. I thought it was alcoholic, but now that I think about it, it was just grape juice. A bunch of peope then began heading into the mosh pit, and started moshing. I went down there, and both Chris and Matt got pulled onto the stage by Fat Mike. I remember thinking that this concert was not as good as the real one that I went to. That should have been a reality check. Then I saw Lacey in the seats, and went over to talk to her. I sat next to her, and touched her hand. Right before we held hands, it stopped. I ahd a dream that I was being led somewhere by soldiers of some sort. This dream is very blurry.

[theitaliangunman]

I was in a dark movie theatre, with just me and two other people. It was really spooky, and we were going to go watch a movie, but it was too scary,

[theitaliangunman]

Had a VERY disturbing dream last night. I was hitting my brother in the head, trying to break his neck. It kept sounding like it was breaking, but wasn't. I must have hit him 6 times. I just remember this, and it makes me sick just thinking about it. I have no hostility or anything towards my brother...so this is weird.