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Welcome to lookup's Dream Journal! I had a dream journal on the computer using Microsoft Word daily but I am going to write down those past dreams in this dream journal. Anyways, I still haven't had my first lucid dream so any advice would be appreciated.

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May 16th – On The Toilet Category: WTF?! I had a dream where I was on the toilet in the bathroom when an unknown woman flew through the door into the bathroom. She started looking at me and I got really embarassed and screamed at the woman for entering without my permission. That’s where the dream ended.

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May 17th – Watching WWE on YouTube Category: Wrestling/False Awakening In the middle of the night, I woke up and thought to myself: ”Damn it, still no lucid dream.” I think that this was a false awakening. Anyways, shortly after that I started dreaming about me watching a WWE (wrestling) match on YouTube when I woke up.

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May 18th – Eminem Wrestling? Category: Music/Wrestling I don’t remember that much of this dream but I do know that it had something to do with Eminem and wrestling. Shame I didn’t write down the dream when I woke up. I thought that I wouldn’t forget it.

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May 19th – Can’t Remember Category: ?? I don’t remember anything of the dream/dreams I had this past night.

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May 20th – Blade 2 Category: Horror/Survival I dreamed about killing the monsters from the movie ”Blade 2” with Blade’s team. The dream wasn’t very long but I remember that I killed one monster and picked up the remains when a XP bar appeared in the left upper corner. A girl from the team got bit by one of the monsters and started transforming when I woke up. May 20th – School Fight Category: Friends/School A girl from my class was being bullied by my other classmates. While they were bullying her, I was listening to Eminem – ”Insane” on my cellphone. I was singing the chorus in the dream when my friend appears from out of nowhere and starts singing with me. May 20th – UFC Undisputed 2009 Category: Gaming/Friends I was talking with my friend about the UFC Undisputed 2009 game when he told me that he had illegally downloaded the PC version. I thought about it for a second and then told him that I thought that the game was only released on consoles. That’s when I woke up. May 20th – Meeting My Friend’s Mom Category: WTF?! I was walking down on the streets when my friend’s mom approached me. I said hi but she didn’t. She just looked at me and leaved. I was like: What’s her problem? May 20th – New Girl In Class Category: Friends/School Our teacher introduced us to a girl with short blonde hair. The teacher said that she would go with us for the rest of the year. Everybody were looking at her quietly. May 20th – Living Room Category: WTF?! I woke up in the dream and went into the living room. There were pink sweets on a plate but I don’t have any pink sweets on a plate in my living room. I only have green menthols but I failed to use this as a reality check trigger.

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May 21st – Kitchen Category: WTF?! I don’t remember very much from this dream but I ate some crackers in my kitchen. May 21st – Birthday Disappointment Category: Friends I don’t remember very much from this dream but I do know that me and my friend were out and he told me that he couldn’t make it to my birthday. I got disappointed and that’s where the recalling ends.

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May 22nd - Surfing On The Internet Category: WTF?! I was on the internet googling some wrestlers names and looking at their bios. May 22nd - On Break In School Category: School/WTF?! Me and my friends were outside and talking when this big guy approached me and told me he wanted my cellphone. I told him I didn’t have it with me in school today and he let me go. He was 15-16 years old, I think. May 22nd - Playing GTA IV Category: Gaming I was at home in my room when my brother came in. He told me he was going out to party. He put his clothes on, went out and told me that he would come home late. I told him that it was alright and went into my room and played some GTA IV. There was this mission where I was chasing somebody riding on his bike. After failing the mission, I went to my kitchen and looked out the window. The whole neighborhood had a party so I decided to have some fun. I somehow got a rock in my hand and threw it at a guy. The guy looked up and saw me. I was laughing my ass off but at the same time, I was frightened. I looked down again and he was there talking with my brother! I got shocked and I woke up. May 22nd - Talking inFamous Category: Gaming/Friends Me and my friends were out and I told them that I had tried the PS3 Exclusive inFamous. They asked me if I had the full game but I told them that it was only a demo. I started telling them that the game resembled Assassin’s Creed and Uncharted. We went to a store to buy some gums and sweets when my friend begged me to give him some money. I told him I didn’t have any money. I took some sweets and put them in my mouth so he wouldn’t notice it. The cashier thought I was stealing so I quickly ran to him and paid him the money. I got stressed in the dream and woke up.

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May 23rd - Can’t Remember Category: ?? I don’t remember anything of the dream/dreams I had this past night.

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May 24th - School Fight Category: School/Friends Me and my classmates were playing soccer in school when 3 of my friends started making fun of me. Not really bullying me, just messing around but I took it seriously and pushed them. I told the guy in the middle that I would kill him if he continued. He laughed and punched me in the face. I started chasing him and found a branch. While I was running after him, I hit him with it several times when two girls tried to stop me. I just ran past them and then heard them whisper that I might get reported to the police. I got really frightened and got unconscious. I woke up in my classroom and my classmates and my teacher were discussing what to do with me. The teacher said that the school board were thinking about reporting me to the police. Suddenly, a girl who went in my class before entered the classroom and sat down. While everybody else was serious, I joked around when this guy with a long dark beard lit up a weed cigar. That's when I woke up.

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May 25th (My Birthday), May 26th and May 27th Category: ???? I didn't think that much about my dreams, I have important things in school right now.

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May 28th Category: ?? Don't remember anything from this dream, forgot to wrote it down.

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May 29th - Fighting With My Friend Category: Friends My two friends came home to me and asked me how they looked. They had been buying new clothes and I told one of them that it looked good. I told the other guy that he didn't look good and he started chasing me around my own apartment. He finally got me and we started fighting. I put him in a submission and that's where the dream ended. May 29th - My First Lucid (It Was Bad) Category: WTF?! I was in my apartment, I think and I asked myself: Is this a dream? Then, I put my hand through my other palm and realized I was dreaming. Then, I walked around the apartment and started touching walls, tables and so on. I don't remember what happened more.

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I have had a really bad memory this week. From now on, I am going to write down all my dreams and lay still in my bed for a brief time to remember my dreams.

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June 4th - Konami Countdown Category: Gaming/Friends I was at my friend's house and we were talking about the countdown that Konami Productions had. My friend asked me if there was coming a Metal Gear Solid 5 and I told him that there will be a new Metal Gear game called Metal Gear: Rising but no other details have been confirmed. Then, I started telling him how excited I was about the countdown and how the "page could not be requested" at the end of the countdown. Just as I said that, I hear some people screaming in joy. I looked at the TV in the room and realized that FC Barcelona/Argentina player Lionel Messi scored for Argentina and I became very happy (because he is my favorite player and Barcelona is my favorite team). That's where the dream ended.

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I have had a really bad memory these days because of school but NOW I AM FINALLY FREE. June 5th - Hot Chicks & Jealousy Category: Friends I was in a white room with some very hot girls. I planned on asking some of them out and asking them if they were single but I didn't have the guts. My friend had the guts and asked one chick out. She was happy that somebody asked her out and they decided to go to a party later in the evening. I became jealous and wanted to go with them to the party but they told me that I couldn't come with them. June 5th - FC Barcelona Category: Sports/Computer I was just on the internet reading about FC Barcelona on Wikipedia. (Boring dream). June 5th - Eating Lunch With My Friends Category: Friends I was eating lunch with my friends (lol, pretty obvious).

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June 9th - Beautiful Category: Music/Computer I was watching Eminem performing his single "Beautiful" live on YouTube. June 9th - Somewhere Dark.... Category: School (?) I was sitting next to a computer in this dream when my teacher and my friend came up to me. My friend asks the teacher if he knows when Metallica was found and my other friend asks me if I'm going to their concert in three weeks.

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Alright, I feel pretty bad not writing down my dreams but I am sooo lazy in the morning but now I don't give a ****. I'm going to write down my dreams! (lol)

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June 18th - Having A Fun Time Category: School/Friends Me and my friends were at this place celebrating something. There was this really long slide/helter-skelter and a elevator which was broken and didn't work. After the celebration, we went to my school. (I promised myself before I fell asleep that I would reality check when being with my friends or in school but I didn't.) In school, there was this guy who wanted to borrow my cellphone for a while. I borrowed him my cellphone and he ran away from me. I started running after him but couldn't find him so I went to the dining room and told my teacher about what just happened. I went out of the dining room and met my friends who were playing some basketball. They threw the ball at me and that's when I woke up.

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People who are viewing my dream journal are free to post anything, especially advice on what reality checks and dreamsigns I should use.

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I haven't updated my dream journal in a year. Not been interested in lucid dreaming and had no motivation but I'm back now. Feel free to give me any advice as I still haven't had my first lucid.