This is, of course, a very difficult situation that you’ve described, and your boyfriend’s dream appears to be trying to show certain key elements of it, albeit in symbolic terms which can very be hard to decipher. The fact that you’ve been so thorough in clearly explaining the background information goes a long way in allowing a more accurate interpretation to be made. However, the following ideas should still be taken as only a tentative point of view regarding what his dream is trying to say.
In addition, there are a few potentially important gaps in what you’ve outlined such as the nature of the problem that led to your boyfriend’s divorce although, of course, this is of a very personal nature and it’s very understandable if it was omitted. A description of your boyfriend’s recent dream of his mother might also have been helpful, especially since, until the dream you’ve described, he had apparently not dreamt of his dad for twenty-five years. Also, a fuller description of CJ could have been useful since she plays the important role of having sold her farm to your boyfriend’s dad in the dream. In any case, the overall context for his dream has been very thoroughly presented, and this is always important to have when interpreting a dream.
The dream opens with your boyfriend sitting in a church that his ex-wife and family belonged to (notably as opposed to the one you and he were members of). While it would be helpful to have your boyfriend’s spontaneous memories, thoughts and feelings about the image of this church in his dream, in general terms a church symbolizes a “spiritual place” as opposed to a “material place”. This could be suggesting that the specific church in question somehow touches on various specific “spiritual questions” and dilemmas as related to the “soul”, “one’s purpose in life”, “conscience”, “higher authority”, “the hereafter” and so on. It’s also a “communal” place with all that implies as related to dealing with others in the local group. This can be an especially problematic state of affairs in an apparently small rural community such as yours which, of course, never really fit in with a kind of Norman Rockwell/Currier and Ives imagery of “ideal” country areas.
So because the church is his ex-wife’s, there could possibly be some issues which are bothering your boyfriend regarding his relationship with her and with the eventual divorce, although he might be mostly unaware of any such problem.
The key image in the dream is, of course, how your boyfriend is confronted with the image of his deceased dad, albeit in the form of a thirty-three year old. Generally speaking, the famous psychiatrist Carl Jung left it as an open question as to whether the image of a close deceased relative in a dream was in effect the spirit of that person, or a representation of the continuing “living effect” which the person had on the dreamer, or whether it might be a combination of both.
In any case, it does seem very significant that a dream about his dad has appeared for the first time in the twenty-five years since the latter’s death. Also, his dad appears in the church connected with your boyfriend’s ex-wife but apparently he made no attempt to sit with his son. This maybe suggests the idea of some kind of semi-support of the dream-dad for his daughter-in-law although the latter is apparently not there.
The fact that his dad appears “behind” your boyfriend likely means symbolically that he could be mostly unaware of, or have forgotten, certain influences his dad had on him, perhaps especially ones related to the need to be “upright” (e.g. the image of his dad standing “straight and tall”, which was an actual trait, and which is especially emphasized by the dream). “How one looks in the group” is also stressed in that his dad is “dressed to the nines”.
One way of approaching an interpretation of the overall conversation that follows could be that perhaps it’s emphasizing the idea of a man who is sort of “denying his age”, e.g. his dad looks like and is acting as if he’s thirty-three instead of “ninety-five”. He’s bought a farm and wants to buy ten cows as if he’s “just starting out in life”. So it could be that your boyfriend’s dream is reminding him that he’s sixty-six years old and is moving closer to very strongly affecting the life of a forty-year old woman.
In such a situation, it’s possible that the dream is cautioning him to slow down and to consider how this could affect your life in that you’d be put in the middle of an already very difficult state of affairs with his children, let alone any continuing “shunning” by the overall group you’re in, assuming that you’ll both continue to live in the area in the future. And of course there’s the unknown and difficult issue of his health and its affect on you, a much younger woman, if it should decline unexpectedly in only a few years after he turns seventy for example.
It’s also probably significant that your boyfriend had this dream and then the supportive couple arrived shortly after. In your conversation with them, you revealed that you’re dating and the woman told of her dream about wanting to buy CJ’s farm which, in your boyfriend’s dream, CJ had sold to his dad. The presence of the sale of the farm in both dreams (especially because CJ doesn’t plan on selling the farm in real life) points to what’s called a “synchronistic event” or more simply, a “meaningful coincidence”.
It can be a little hard to understand at first, but the earlier dream of your friend didn’t “cause” your boyfriend to have his dream where the sale of the farm is also mentioned (that is, there’s no usual “cause and effect” idea involved). Instead, the two dreams are connected by “meaning”, and the unusual coincidence has caused both you and your boyfriend to sit up and take notice about this “sale of the farm” idea and to maybe want to interpret the meaning behind this unusual incident.
One way to do this might involve looking at the fact that, in your boyfriend’s dream, his dad went ahead and bought CJ’s farm while presumably knowing full well that CJ was an “enemy” of his son. All the same, he was “going to start out in the farming business come hell or high water”, regardless of the “reality” of his son’s situation regarding the seller of the farm and of his own “advanced age”.
The farm could represent, for example, CJ’s “stake in the community”, her “place” in the context of her neighbors and their farms. Her initial possession of it could therefore partly symbolize in the dreams her firm stand against you and your boyfriend which is apparently shared by most people in the community. If so, your boyfriend’s dad in the dream (and by implication, your boyfriend himself) could be shown as wanting to “have it all”, “to be young again and starting out fresh” (in your boyfriend’s case by having a relationship with a much younger woman) while at the same time maintaining an accepted “stake in the community” and an “appropriate status and reputation”, i.e. by ignoring CJ’s attitude towards his son and by buying CJ’s farm. So it could be that from the dream’s point of view, any such hope or belief etc. on the part of your boyfriend about “starting out again” and “maintaining an appropriate status” in the community in which he actually finds himself might not really be realistic in the long run.
And because your female friend is among the few in the community who support the relationship between you and your boyfriend, it might be possible that her dream is revealing that secretly, there is something in her also that wishes she too could still be “part of the community” as symbolized by her desperately wanting to buy CJ’s farm while at the same time hating herself for even talking with her. Of course, without knowing anything much about your friend, this approach to her dream can only be a general speculation. In any case, I think that you can see a lot also hinges on the interpretation of the farm in these dreams, so you and your boyfriend could possibly mull over together possible ideas about its personal meaning to both of you by seeing which spontaneous memories and thoughts about it come to mind.
Anyway, I’m afraid that this interpretation probably sounds way too confusing, but hopefully, if you read it over a few times and gradually think about it over time, it can turn out to be helpful in some way to both your boyfriend and yourself.
In any case, please make any comments or ask any questions about this interpretation that you’d like to.
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