Is this in non-lucid dreams? Because it seems to me then that your dreams are a perfect representation of the way you think about sex: "You're not having it." In short, they are the way they are because of the way you think about the subject.
Let me give you an analogy. For a long time, during my lucid dreams, I experimented with bringing a specific dreamcharacter into my dreams. The results would be so so. Sometimes I'd succeed, sometimes I didn't. Almost always, it ended up with a long chase or search to try and 'find' or 'track down' this particular dreamcharacter.
One evening, lying down on bed, I asked myself the same question I had asked myself a thousanth times already: "Why can I bring other dreamcharacters in without problems, but not this one. Why is this one so elusive..."
And then suddenly, using that particular word, the insight hit me. For some reason, I had gotten it into my head that this particular dreamcharacter was just that: elusive. In other words, I believed the character to be elusive, and hence the dream simply reflected my belief: The dream character is elusive, and so each time I ended up having to chase or try to find the character.
I was making it happen myself, I just didn't realise it.
Well, this insight changed things. I now realised the character wasn't in fact elusive at all, it was simply an attribute I had assigned to it. Next lucid dreams, sure enough, I reminded myself that it was a character just like any others. The DC then appeared in my dreams almost automatic, without me having to do anything else then wish it.
The point of this story is... make sure that you're not creating a self-fullfilling prophecy. If you see sex as being 'hard to have'... then your dreams will represent this.
Hope that helps,
-Redrivertears-
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