I had headaches all day which I never get.

I went bed at 1am watched TV till about 3am

I started to try get into SP as I have been doing every night.


I fell asleep about 2hrs later (about 5am).. I don't know what it was "false awakening"? I haven't read about false awakening but I'm guessing this is what it is..

I sat up out of bed in really slow motion and had trails of where I just moved. I couldn't see very well but there was a small fat monkey sat on me being pretty evil. :/ it wasn't pleasant but I was fully concious and knew I was dreaming or hallucinating it.
I had no quilt on me and was trying to sort it out which was a lot of messing about and really annoying .. then I woke up for real with my cover on me.

Then I got to sleep again. Had a random dream about carrying a baby around in some recycling shopping bags. He was rather comfy and asleep. I was rushing around some train station going up steps and kept making sure the baby was ok. The steps had piles of £1.10s everywhere :/

I got to a room and put the baby in a baby seat and some people were with me. The baby started shaking and its tongue was hanging out like it was having a fit. Then it was still.. I thought in my head it might be dead.. but didn't wanna say it I picked it up and it was still and dead. I was running around for someone to help me and no one would help.

I woke up

I got to sleep again. I was then in my room again.. my vision was REALLY poor.. I used to have nightmares as a kid which were just me not being able to see. Very blurred and I couldn't move my head much.
There was a spider that dropped from the wall. My vision zoomed in clearly and showed the spider close up. Then it zoomed out and I couldn't see well and couldn't move my head. I just wanted to put the spider outside. Someone was outside my window watching me.

It was really uncomfortable and horrible as I have a fear of spiders too.

I woke and jumped I hit myself in the face and cut my chin and also my nose was bleeding slightly.

It was 8am when I woke. I gave up and got up.

so yeah

HORRIBLE NIGHT