Love dreams

[confessions.of.a.dreamer]

I have no idea why but i continually dream about love! The ups and the downs of love. Meeting guys, having fun with these guys, breaking up with these guys, and in some cases hurting these guys. Its really nice to dream about love. Sometimes its confusing though when I dream about people i've never even met before. Here's one I had recently; The dream starts and I am out the front of a school. Surprisingly its not my school, just a random one. I am leaning against a small brick wall with two other people. A girl (who i've never seen before in real life but is my best friend in the dream) and a guy (who i have also never seen in real life but is a friend in the dream). The guy is really cute . We are all talking and laughing. Dream flashes to a few years later I am standing at the same school with the same two people only everything is more familiar, like i've been attending this school and hanging out with these people my whole life. We are all more mature looking and the boy is my PERFECT guy! My bestie smiles at us then walks away from us leaving us completely alone. All of a sudden in a fury of kisses and hugs the guy and me embrace each other and when we stop we stay close enough that our foreheads are touching. I wonder to myself, "Are we going out or not?" and when he speaks I am completely focused on him, so I close my eyes.What he says answers my original question. He says, "So, who do you like?". I love HIM but i don't want to tell him so I open my eyes a little to see his reaction to my silence. He looks into my eyes with our foreheads still touching. Then suddenly he gets angry and walks away to my best friend. I run to them and tell her that I need time alone with him (to tell him how I feel), so she walks away happily. I snatch his hand in mine and run him to a spot where we can be alone. we are outside still but now we're standing near a tent. I try to tell him I love him but people start appearing and distracting us. So i grab his hand again and we go inside the tent and sit down. He leans in and we kiss each other passionately again. I reluctantly and gently push him away and he smiles and laughs with me. I am just about to tell him that I love him when once again we are interrupted by people appearing. We both laugh and this time he grabs my hand and drags me out of the tent and inside a door which leads into a house where the school was a second ago. He sits me on a bed and tells me to wait there while he goes to the bathroom. While he is in there my bestie walks in and sits next to me. We talk about the guy and she has suddenly changed her opinion on us. She was so sure about it before like i was but now she seems to think that I might be making a HUGE mistake. We stand up and she gestures me to follow her. We walk down the ahllway that the guy just walked down and reach the bathroom door where I stick my head in and see my guy. He's standing in front of the mirror looking at himself. Shockingly he isn't my perfect guy anymore. He's still alright but he's changed so much and now I don't know what I think about him. Before he realises that I was at the door I go back to the bed and sit. My best friend disappears as he walks back down the hallway and as I see him now I am scared, thankful for my best friend and grateful that i didn't tell him anything too soon. The most worrying feeling i have is, "How will I get out of this situation without hurting him or my friendship". Then I wake up. I have loads of dreams like this. Very detailed and always full of passionate, strong feelings. My dreams appear to me almost like a movie, with different scenes and characters that are all new to me. If anyone knows what this dream means I would like to hear your opinion. My friends just think i am obsessed with love and guys in general. On some level I agree with them but there has to be a deeper meaning to my dreams right? I'm a little confused. :S Thnx for reading guys and I can't wait to hear feedback. xoxo Kim

[RealWorldDreamer]

Maybe it's indicating that you love him so, but you don't want to do anything or else it'll hurt your relationship. I can see that your having trouble even getting to second base. But I can relate. Friends after all are friends.