This dream was far from the usual love, ramance and humor in my dreams. I think i've been watching too many thriller/horror movies. I watched 'A Black Christmas' and 'Zodiac' recently. Very good movies.

I was in a park somewhere and my friend from school was there. At school she sings really funny songs (or at least sings serious songs and makes them funny with the way she sings them). Shes really funny and she always makes the group laugh at her stupidity. Lately at school she has been singing this old song called 'Roxanne' which starts off with the word ROXANNE and then the guitar comes in. She always screams ROXANNE then swings her arm around as if strumming a guitar.
In my dream we were both in a park standing beside each other. There is a stage out the front of the huge crowd gathered in the park. Then she looked at me and gave me that grin that she does right before she goes into a comedy routine. In a second she darts away from me and a look of utter confusion rolls over my face. I have no idea what her plans are but i know something funny is going to happen.
Shes out of my sight but somehow i know where shes going to be. I glance up at the stage and everyone else in the crowd follows my eyes with theirs. Suddenly Aly appears from the right side of the stage and runs up to the microphone excitedly. She stands right in front of it so the entire park can see and hear her and yells, "ROXANNE", then swings her arm to strum her imaginary guitar. The entire crowd cracks up laughing and she laughs aswell.
Fear rises up in me as i spot the tiny red dot creeping from her foot towards her head. It's blatenly obvious to me but apparently no one else can see the threatening sign. I scream but my scream can't be heard over the laughs of the crowd. I run as fast as my legs will carry me to the stage but as i move closer the stage moves away and im gaining ground ever so slowly. I can't breathe as the dot reaches her chest but continues moving towards her forehead.
I feel as if i've been running for minutes and definately shoudl have reached the stage by now but tis as if i've been running on the spot! I just can't reach her in time. It's impossible and i realise this now. There is no way i can save my friends life. Its just not possible for me to leap 10 metres to push her out of the way. So i burst into tears and fall to the ground still staring at Aly, awaiting the deadly, soundless shot of the snipers weapon.
I will her with all my strength to look at me but she continues laughing with the crowd. The tears stream down my face and form trails of drops all over my clothes. The dot has finally reached her forehead and just as i let out a final death-defying scream the dot disappears and is replaced by a single hole.
Aly's face switches to a look of sheer horror as her life ends too suddenly. Before her body hits the floor she is dead. I know it and the sniper knows it. My tears become more frequent and gain force. My heart feels like it is being ripped out of my chest cavity through my throat. I'm drowning in my own tears and the park starts spinning. Everything is spinning so wildly and all the colours are being mixed together to form a large confusing blur. I just want everything to go away. All the pain and frustration. I just want to be numb. Numb all over so i don't feel anything. No pain, no loss, no greif...nothing.
Okay that was my dream and even to me it sounded painful. I really enjoy typing my dreams because i can let my english mind go crazy. It's like writing a million short stories but someone has already given me the story lines. Very fun . Well i have no idea what this dream means...maybe theres something wrong with Aly that i shoudll talk to her abouit. I'll ask her about it at school. I wouldn't want anything to happen to her that can be avoided.
Until next time,
xoxo,
Kim