Not a very nice dream

[LucidFlanders]

So i had this dream i liked this girl for 5 years, she was sooooo beautiful. I got her to agree to going on a date with me, my feelings for this DC were pretty strong. Me and my IRL buddy are running to the top of a building with a bunch of security guards with guns chasing us, we are trying to get rid of this big crate before it is too late, we get to the top and she arrives and the elevator all of a sudden breaks and we got to leave the crate so we do and she tags along, her father is coming to us from the stairs and says "what have you done" to his daughter, but i told him she just arrived it was all us. Ok now we are heading towards outside and hear thousands of people cheering for us like we are a hero, go outside and there is like 10 people only cheering us LOL and this chick i know at work all the guys drool over because she is hot and she knows the workers all like her, she asks if i am single, and i tell her no because the chick i like, let us call her "Julia" because tht is her name IRL and i have known her longer and liked her but we rarely ever talked, i liked her mostly because she was hot as hell!and she was the first to wanna see me for a coffee athough i fucked that up majorly. Ok now back to the dream. Ok so a buddy of mine tags along and we are in 2 cars, the first time leaving she is in the other car. ROAD TRIP! we arrive at some place to get out and stretch, then she comes to the car i am at with my RL buddy and im at the far side away from her, while my buddy is next to her and she has got her hand on his shoulder, and the shoulder of the guy on the other side while i have my arm on the top of the seat like guys do to women at the theatre. ANyway we get out and they stock up on supplies, i say no to having a coke and take some pizza slices every single person hates the taste of, and some other stuff. We are ready to leave and i need something else that will take a while, so i get it and we eventually leaveand the same spots in the car. Julia is all over my IRL buddy who is named Jason IRL, flirting and everything, and him back towards her. I feel disconnected because she has basically ignored me the whole time when we were supposed to go for a date. Ok now we all get out and explore and i am with Jason, and Julia so it is just the 3 of us. Now we are heading to the grapes, at the time the green grapes beat out the red grapes so i see an old man handing out red grapes so i grab some red grapes and green grapes and pelt this old man with these grapes, Jason and Julia then head to this house together and i trail behind after pelting an old man with grapes. All of a sudden they are REALLY into eachother flirting and all, then i head away to look at something, go towards them and see them fucking....FUCKING! are you fucking kidding me! so i am pissed and stop talking to Jason, so the road trip is now cut short, and Jason is taking me home while Julia is staying here crying her eyes out, and yelling at me for doing this. Then i think back to the one who asked me out earlier in this dream after we saved everyone. We drive away, but just before as Julia is crying she says call me sometime, you got my number. Then the dream is back to me waiting for Julia at the beginning, but it is different this time, but she ditches me. I dont get my date, i see she is a wolf, and chasing another wolf..it is over before it began and Julias friends are sad for me. At the beginning of the dream, i forgot but after she told me she would go out with me, i was stalking her house. I was SO excited i would stand outside her front door at 3am and stuff like that waiting. Hell i waited untill she got off work in 1 room. I wake up from this dream, and i am not a happy camper. My feelings for Julia, and the fact this was not real as i knew the second i woke up i was not a happy camper. In real life i never really did have strong feelings for her. A security guard ex friend who is now in Europe on a soccer thing told me to pick 3 girls and he will ask them if they wanna go out for me, she was the first one that i could think of because she was always nice to me. She was really not impressed i did this lol, but she said she would go out for a coffee with me, but when she came to me afterwards throwing out garbage (i worked at a mall at the time...you know how hot girls can be there, she was one of them) but i did not say anything to her, just the normal "hey how is it going", i fucked it up because i was too scared. Story of my life, never had a gf my entire life because i am too scared, but now i am just too lazy. I added her on MSN...TWICE! even then i was too nervous to talk to her. I remember the day i finally did become a man and ask her out. I came to work 4 hours early, talked to the security guard (a friend of hers), and he told me i needed a line to say, so i practised a bit and then it all wiped out of my head when i saw her walking towards me with her coffee she went to get, i walked up to her with a DEEP red face and said if i can have a coffee with her, she told me her boyfriend would not like it but we can be friends and see where it takes us. I was SOOO RELIEVED! i finally asked a girl out for the 2nd time, the day before i asked her out i asked this gym chick out but she told me no because work says no. She had the best smile i had ever seen aswell, her name was Nikki.