Why is lucid dreaming so hard?!?!?
Hi everyone my name is Jake and i'm kinda new to dreamviews.com but kind of enjoying it so far. My question is why is LD so hard?! I have been trying to achieve a lucid dream since last october. Of course i got frustrated often and around christmas took 2-3 weeks off believing that it might help me a little to stop obsessing over this. Then I began trying again around the middle of January and then around the 2nd week of February I just completely gave up. I lost all hope believing that I'm the one person in the entire world who can't have a LD. Some of you are going to read this and say what a little baby he doesn't want to Lucid Dream fine with me who would ever want to help this little cry baby? I would love for you to be on my side of this whole situation. You don't think I have read all the posts, all the books and watched all the youtube tutorials. You don't think that i have 2 dream journals filled with only little bits and pieces of dreams that I haven't done Billions and Billions of RC's or that I haven't said to myself every night "Okay this is it tonight is the night I will have my first lucid dream" Well guess what I've done all that and more and still haven't gotten anywhere. I just don't know what else to do I have just now decided to get my courage back and try again but i have to tell you I don't know if i can take much more of the disappointment. There is so much I want to do in the dream world stuff I have been building up since October. There isn't anyone i can talk to about this stuff, no one to help me or tell me what i'm doing wrong. So if any of you can do anything to help me I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks everyone for reading this if you even made it this far it means a lot (: