I began this dream hobby at the beginning of this summer break and was progressing well. I tried WILDing just for fun on the first day and already got to sleep paralysis+colors. I began perfectly remembering 2 or 3 dreams everyday and even had a record of 5 one day. Then, sometime in July, I achieved Lucid Dreaming and it was the most amazing experience of my life.
Then, it all died. I had my lucid fun during my vacation in Israel, and upon my return to the U.S., I was immediately faced with stress from a large Karate tournament I was enrolled in, summer reading, and now school. I was always busy or extremely tired and had no time to focus on dreaming. And it all went down the drain. I now do not remember dreams at all most of the time (today was the first time since I returned that I remember my dreams and I returned more than 6 weeks ago. I had two dreams today just for the record and I remember them okay but not amazingly) and the excitement which drove me originally is replaced with fatigue from my life. I really want this excitement to return, but it just won't and I must regain what I had before. Can anyone here offer me some help? I need this to return. It was the one thing in my life that I really regarded as an amazing ability. Any help will be GREATLY appreciated. Thank you.
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