I had no idea how to title this post. So I've been on a lucid dream dry spell since about December. However, every now and then I'll have a spontaneous one. I seem to have this weird thing that will happen, it's a big jumbled mess. For example this morning, in the last two hours of sleep I had many dreams. At one point I remember waking up after a dream, I was groggy, and could feel sleep pulling me in and I tried to DEILD but realized I didn't like the last one so I thought of kissing someone. I started going through the WILD sensations (twice, because always at some point I feel like my body is panicking and it recedes a bit), and then I could see the kissing lead from my mind into the dreamscene, where I was pushed to the wall. All of a sudden I separated, and was viewing from 3rd person. I was both the person against the wall, even though it didn't look like me, and the remote viewer. I watched myself say "This is a dream, I'm dreaming" and then I became the person.

So this is where it gets confusing. I had so many dreamscenes in this last hour, that it blends together. I can remember being lucid in some, and showing people the dream I didn't want to use for the DEILD. Other dreams it seems I was lucid but I don't know if I really was because of everything blending together. I will remember certain images and words that would lead me to believe I was lucid but then other images will make me doubt that I was lucid in all or most of it. This seems to be a consistent problem with my dreaming. I dream so much that things just blend together.

Do others deal with this? Is there any techniques I can practice that will help straighten the sequences up and allow more clarity?