I am so bad about recording all my dreams but for some reason I recorded this dream that still bothers me so bad. It is a dream i put on my journal lol which i rarely do. It is a dream I still see why more details then i ever wrote in my journal log. Please read it and tell me what you think it is that it is that haunts me. I have never had this dream again. It just haunts me awake.




6/9/05

Ok most of my LDs have just been a little weird, this one I feel was worth picking apart.

I felt like I was a teenage in this dream. Age wise anyway. I lived in this dorm like place. Didn't really feel like it was a college dorm more like a group home. Everything seemed like chaos around me. I remember using the bathroom and not getting to wipe and I was obsessed about the fact my was butt was dirty. All of a sudden some girl ran in and told me Ashley and her parents got into a car accident. (which confuses me because Ashley is a little girl that is in my son's 1st grade class and I wasn't married with kids in this dream.)Anyway we jumped into her black SUV and started down the road. People everywhere were having accidents. That and the girl who was driving me wasn't driving well either. I told her to get out and I would drive. Still obsessed with the fact I was unclean I told her I was going to make a stop to get clean and to grab my $40.00. So I pulled into this place no clue really where and I took a shower and changed clothes. When I ran back outside there was two big black guys in the front of the SUV and the girl was in the back. I climbed in back with her and we were off. I noticed the the guy driving made a turn that was away from were Ashley's car accident. I told the girl and she said she knew. We pulled on what should have been a major highway and it was flooded people. They were filthy and beat up. The SUV stopped and I got out. I looked all around me. All I saw was destruction. Overturned cars, smacked houses, and hundreds of people lining this major highway. I somehow seemed to recognize some of the faces covered in dirt. I went to shake the hand of one guy and instead of shaking mine he opened his hand like I was suppose to give him something. I reached into my pocket to look for some money for him and realized I had nothing in my pockets except a pack of Tums. I felt embarassed I had nothing to give. I turned around and saw that disaster relief was handing out food. I want over to them and started grabbing food to hand out. I hand out food until everyone was full. I focused in on a lady in a wedding dress and that is all i can remember of the dream.


let me know what you think