Thread: In the beginning

Since I joined this website it has been a total thrill to read about those of you who are just entering the realms of lucid dreaming. I envy you for the rush and thrill of your new discoveries as you continue on your exploration. LDing was a godsend for me. At age six, when I began, I was a victim of daily mental and physical abuse which I endured until age 11. Members of my family ask me how I turned out as well as I did considering what I underwent. The answer lies in my dream abilities. No matter what I suffered during my waking hours I KNEW that when I slept I would enter a world without fear or pain. I dream every time I sleep, even if it is a brief nap. So I have spent about 1/3 of my life dreaming. After 32 years of LDing I have reached a point of stagnation. There really isn't much pleasure in being godlike during dreams. It seems selfish, no one else to share it with while there. Now I just try to be a participant without influencing the outcome.

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That should be in "lucid experiances" or something. ...INteresting?... story

^ i agree, it should...

I think of the dream world as an alternate life I live...I can see how you could escape your wakeing world in the dreamworld....Maybe now that you no longer need the dream world in the same way, it is only boreing because you need it less and the real world has more potential for exploration....Just a thought

Aneas...
explore....
There is alot more out there than you think.
There are people alive and consious, they are not constructs of your own mind, find them.
There is a reason we can do what we can, and a purpose, you must find your purpose.