Ok. I guess I will make this explanation short. Im a born lucid dreamer. Even as a young kid I was aware in many dreams,and often remembered them vivdly. I even experimented briefly in trying to control them,which had strange results...but thats another story.
I'm turning 25 this week, and I have no more of a REAL understanding about my abilities than I did as a kid,even though I am more interested now than I was then.
I had a WILD a few days ago,I was a little tired,I was at my parents house,in the pool. NOT being active,just put my head on my hand,and drifted. Drifted outside being awake,yet I was still aware of my surroundings. Had colors,and started to LD. Sorta short lived though,with barking dogs,and neighbors stopping by,but I managed to hold it for a bit.
Anyways,the idea I am trying to get across,is that these things seem to happen naturally for me,along with other things,one of which,being Deja Vu. Up until this point,I have been willing to call it DEJA Vu,but now I am starting to wonder.
You know when you had a dream,but you werent aware of what it was about,until somthing happened to remind you of it? Thats the way I have felt about my Deja Vu... I dont know WHEN it happened,but somthing brought me the realization....only lately,I DO remember it happening.
About a month ago,while doing WILD,I had a picture of being in a tent....laying down,looking up....only at that time,I didnt know what it was I was seeing. A few days ago, I went camping...no thoughts about that,until I was laying down,in the tent,looking up....and it hit me that I had seen it before. Not only that,but I remember my THOUGHTS. It went beyond what I would call my "normal" deja vu....to somthing else.
You have to understand....a month ago,camping wasnt even a thought. It was somthing my parents suggested to me and my GF,only a week and a half ago or so...So there is no way I just envisioned somthing I KNEW was going to happen...
Also,I am in no way a BELIEVER in psychic phenominon...Im open to the idea, but I like to think in terms of things that are REAL,and unquestionable. This,and other things,has me a bit shaken up...its one thing to HEAR about someone else say it happened...but for it to happen to you....its freaky. I have always had weird things happen,like knowing things,before they happen,but i usually explain them away to coincidences or whatnot...
Anyways...I am wondering if Lucidity in dreams,and WILD are possibly related to Deja Vu... Or maybe other things? or maybe I am just a weirdo....At this point,I dont know.
Any criticism is welcomed though.
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