I'm not sure if this is a really newb question or not, but,
I need some advice.
Feel free to skip to the blue, it's my main problem

I've attempted to WILD.. um, 3 times now. I'm doing pretty well.
Last night, I got painfully close. I saw myself bend down to go
through a door that was too short... and I stepped into a garden.
I was completely grey but when I entered the garden [with the
March Hare's table set up 'n everything] I became colored once a
gain, but even brighter than in waking life, like my dreams. My
dream colors are so bright, they sometimes bleed into eachother.
Then everything went very dark [like when you've got your eyes
closed but you can still see the light through your eyelids, and
then the light turns off] and I saw swirls of pure black. But then
my eyes started to open. I didn't let them, but just focusing on
keeping them closed like I did, broke my concentration just
enough... and then I was all uncomfortable so I gave up..


Anyway, my problem is probably a common one. I have no idea
how to watch the HI. I remember reading someone mentioning
that when you focus on it improperly, your eyes start to open in
the hopes of being able to see the object better. I'm positive that's
what's happening, but I have no idea how to stop it. If I don't focus
on it at all, I don't see anything. I've tried focusing down, up, to
the side.. I've even tried putting my arm over my face to
physically keep my eyes from opening


How do I properly view HI? Is it one of those things that
everyone does differently?
I'd REALLY appreciate some tips / hints /
suggestions / statements of complete enlightenment





THANK YOU
Lots!
PS: The search feature is completely useless



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