hi, I'll start off saying that I'm new here and have a lot of interest these methods of dreaming. And I thank everyone for sharing their experiences. It was these journals that gave me a lot of interest.

I tried to Lucid in the past and failed. It's been months, but that's isn't my point of this thread.

Last nights dream, opened many questions, thus, coming here in search for answers.

I don't remember all the exact detail(I should of wrote it down, sigh.) but here it is, this is my first post so please bare with me;

I was in my old primary school(Grade 1-8, it&#39;s weird since the people in my class this year were there), during class I got in trouble and went to the office. everything seems fine, for now. I ended up back in the top floor of the school. During this time I remember seeing a girl I had a crush on(which I do now), I approach her alone and asked her to come over. We end up doing it in my living room(this is where my first questions begins. while in my dream, I actually felt the pleasure like it was real. Did my brain trigger something to remember the pleasure from past sexual intercourses? From the oral to everything else) after that, we end up back in my class. I was chilling with a friend of mine near the door. people from the same of his nationality were talking. Then it hit me, I heard someone whisper, "are you gonna kill him?" being concerned for my life, I got out of the school and ran. I made it out of the school and turned to the corner(then what supposed to be there wasn&#39;t, it a block from streets like 30 minute away, it suddenly appeared) I made it to the bus and desperately beg him to drive because I was scared for my life. He agreed and proceeded. After about 3 minutes I felt something was wrong, like the driver was in on this the whole time. he somehow knew what was I thinking and tried to capture me. I made it out and ran back to the school. It seemed like everyone was out to kill me(during this time everyone seemed like zombie like people, they weren&#39;t running, just walking towards me) I found a teacher whom I thought was "ok" and asked him to help me. He locked me, the girl, and himself in the room. during this period everyone who wanted me dead were outside trying to get in. Looking around the room I see the teacher writing something(but hiding it in a way so I don&#39;t see) it was some kind of paper that whoever signed it wouldn&#39;t get in trouble for my death(lame eh?), we started fighting and he was standing near the open window. I pushed him, I can even remember the details of him falling, the blood, everything. Right after, the zombie-like-people got in the room and was walking towards me. with the only way out I told the girl to follow me out the window( http://schools.tdsb.on.ca/nelsonmandelapark/Park.jpg <-- that&#39;s an actual picture of my old school and the SAME exact window I tried to escape from. you see the middle tower with the stairs and the left and right sides?, i was escaping from the far left tower, most top right window). I don&#39;t remember the rest and woke up.

I have a question relating to my dream.

1. If you feel pleasure or pain, and through time you forget about it completely. say if your in a scenario(dream) where that issue comes up again. could the brain make you feel the the feelings that you forgot about? Not just sex, but drugs also. I remember dreams where I did drugs that I haven&#39;t did back in my clubbing/raving era. And I can remember feeling the high of it. this goes for weed and ecstasy(only 2 I tried in my dreams). Not only could I feel the high, but it felt like the high was greater then normal (like first-timers x2). I was just wondering if it had to do something with the brain, or if I really needed it?

I can&#39;t remember myself having a nightmare. good for me? naw.. even thought I don&#39;t get nightmares. I barely, barely get action-like-adventures like everyone else does. my dreams mostly ended up with me having a good time with my friends or girlfriend. which seems, boring after awhile.

I wanna give my dreams more meaning to it, and the dream I had last night was probably the most exciting dream I had in weeks or months, even thought I was getting killed.

when I dream it seems like I&#39;m not aware of what&#39;s around me and just go with the flow, but inside I do really want to lucid. And when I wake up and think back, I kick myself. cause no matter how strange the dream is I can never realize that I&#39;m dreaming, but yet feel the happiest or fear, depending on the situation.

I remember flying once. I wouldn&#39;t say it was a success Lucid, like roaming freely. but to fly it felt like I had to give it my all. I even remember running fast and jumping or it wouldn&#39;t work.

I thank you for taking time to read my post, I&#39;m just curious as anyone else on this site.