Well I can't answer all of those deep questions, but I can tell you my experiences with remembering LD's. I know I forgot one completely, because I remember waking up in the middle of the night thinking, "That was the coolest lucid I've had so far!" (FILD.) I didn't write it down, and in the morning I had forgotten almost everything, and the little bit I remembered slipped away like a regular dream, fading even as I struggled to remember it. Another time, I had been up for a while when something reminded me of a lucid that I had the night before, and the whole thing came back to me. That one would have been lost forever, if something hadn't triggered the memory.
So for me, lucids are just like regular dreams--if I don't get up and think about them, I'm likely to forget them. That always scares me into trying to practice good recall, because I don't want to forget a lucid. Luckily, I'm usually really excited and motivated to record a lucid right away when I wake up from it, instead of going back to sleep like I do sometimes with regular dreams.
I don't know the answer to what it means to be conscious... hope I answered a little of what you were asking, now that I look back at what you were asking I'm not sure. I know what you mean...why are lucid-memories just like regular dream-memories? Why don't they stick better, if you are using your "conscious" mind? Why do dreams fade so easily, anyway? I can feel them leaving sometimes, and I can't hold on to them. In a way, it's like you remember something other than the real dream, you remember your thoughts about it instead. But I can picture things from dreams so clearly sometimes, that can't be right either.
I don't know.
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