Okay, it might seem long but just bare with me. I need some help :p I am pretty much confused right now.
6-24
Okay, so last night I was dreaming and it became lucid. I was riding on a roller coaster (fun in dreams) and when I got off I was in this room with all my classmates, weird..I then became lucid when I was tempted to kiss one of the girls, and something just told me out of nowhere i was dreaming. I ended up not doing it becuase i was hesitant thinking it would effect my waking life. I think this is because I was lucid but didn't get the full implication of what it meant. Maybe a lower level of lucidity. Well, I was going to but she said she would know in real life. I was lucid in a different dreamscene then, in my own, REAL house. I didn't spend it productive and didn't even THINK to fly. I later had a false awakening in the same spot I was dreaming (but not the spot I was sleeping in real life). And thought I was awake until shortly after, I really WAS awake.
6-25
Well I remembered a good 5 dreams, but I will only get to the lucid part. Okay, so I'm going to a basketball court, I see the court is taken and start to walk back. I start talking with my friend and he is talking about girls. As I turn the corner I see one (a girl) and immediatley become lucid. I still don't get the full implication of what it meant I don't think though. No, I don't even think to fly, no, I don't do anything productive, i just wanna sex. Which frankly, I would rather fly or try other things in LDs since I already have experienced 'that'. Okay then later I had a false awakening in my friends house (fake dream house), wondering if my whole day was a dream. (including the dreams i didnt tell you about because they weren't too important, parties and such.) I then became puzzled, and then thought that I just came to his house after 'the' party I went to in a previous dream. Then, he showed me all my dreams printed out on something called a dream scanner. It was so weird. I then thought since i fell asleep after the party, and only the "lucid" part was a real dream, that it was late and i should be going home. It was around 1 am when i started going home and realized it was light out. Then i thought "maybe the whole day WAS a dream, because it couldnt possibly be this light out this late" I was confused, and after i blacked out and woke up shortly after.
Help!
Notice the similarities???
-Both were DILD
-Both became lucid by seeing a girl
-Both didn't think to fly or anything productive.
-Both had false awakenings in places i did NOT sleep in, in real life.
-Oh and not to mention first 2 lucids since training a few weeks ago.
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