Hey everyone,

I'll make this short and quick so i don't have to bore you with too many details, basically the whole lucid dreaming experience i was hoping to have has pretty much gone, i've lost all motivation and inspiration over it completely. I have remembered no dreams for nearly a week, not had a lucid dream in nearly 2 months, i'm in need of one, i feel that it is becoming an impossible task. I don't feel stressed, i may be stressed but to be honest i just don't know how to deal with it and rid myself of it, never been an easy thing to do with me. I really would appreciate a nice long lucid dream in which i could just neutralise this frustration. Many of you will say the key is to be positive and stay focused but to be quite honest i've given lucid dreaming months and months, i've been patient with it, very patient compared to other things i have tried and i have showed no progress what so ever, all my lucids are short and i never feel with it when i am lucid plus i always seem to do the exact opposite of what i want to do.

What frustrates me the most is seeing people join and then days later they experience long vivid lucid dreams and they continue to have them, it is jealousy, i'll admit that but its really off putting. I have given lucid dreaming a good go over the past 9 months and to be honest i have gotten nowhere, maybe i recall my dreams but that is nothing, i suck at the techniques, i only get success with DILDs (randomly). I'm just wondering if its even worth continuing with because i have been so patient, i have really tried and nothing seems to work at all, and believe me i have tried lots and lots of stuff over this year, i have tried to be as positive as i can but i still manage to fail.

Any advice or anything, i truly am out of ideas at this point. Thanks in advance.