How stupid am I?

[lostification]

Hey guys, I am new to this forum, only having joined yesterday. Well, while browsing the threads finding out what lucid dreaming is i realised that i have been doing it all my life But........ whenever i did it i never controlled it and have awesome experiences like you guys have. When ever i realised that i was dreaming in my dreams, i would always be like "oh great, what do i do now" and then i would wake myself up or wait or something to come along and rake me back to my normal dreaming state. So yesterday, i decided to try out flying in my lucid dream, so i fell asleep and then went into dream state, after about 5 mins into my dream i realised that i was lucid dreaming, and then i was about to wake myself up and then decided that i should try flying, so i thought about and then i rose up and did the most awesomest flips ever, it was weird because i could feel myself lying in bed but at the same time i could feel this awesome sensation of flying. So then i flew up to a hig building and then did a Swanton Bomb off it into the sea, it felt so real and awesome, but then the cold of the water woke me up. So yeah, i feel so dumb right now for wasting countless Lucid Dreams that i have taken control in in the past.

[Wavefunction]

Hey guys, I am new to this forum, only having joined yesterday. Well, while browsing the threads finding out what lucid dreaming is i realised that i have been doing it all my life But........ whenever i did it i never controlled it and have awesome experiences like you guys have. When ever i realised that i was dreaming in my dreams, i would always be like "oh great, what do i do now" and then i would wake myself up or wait or something to come along and rake me back to my normal dreaming state. So yesterday, i decided to try out flying in my lucid dream, so i fell asleep and then went into dream state, after about 5 mins into my dream i realised that i was lucid dreaming, and then i was about to wake myself up and then decided that i should try flying, so i thought about and then i rose up and did the most awesomest flips ever, it was weird because i could feel myself lying in bed but at the same time i could feel this awesome sensation of flying. So then i flew up to a hig building and then did a Swanton Bomb off it into the sea, it felt so real and awesome, but then the cold of the water woke me up. So yeah, i feel so dumb right now for wasting countless Lucid Dreams that i have taken control in in the past. First, to the forum. Second, can I have your natural lucid ability? Well, we'll do our best here to help you make use of all your future LDs. There's a lot of "things to do in a LD" threads for ideas.

[peppy]

Very stupid u were... JK, to Dreamviews! U must have been reasonably smart to at least look it up. I'm sure alot of people here would die for your natural ability. Give it to me!!

[Wavefunction]

Give it to me!! I asked first. It's mine. Tell him, lostification!

[awesomeoclock]

If you're giving natural ability to one person, you better have enough for everyone.

[FrYeS]

Awesome dude I hope you can learn a lot about lucid dreaming from this forum and go far with your dreams!! Don't waste time regretting or feeling stupid, just start working on controlling your lucids it you're gonna have a blaaaaaaaaaast. And welcome to the forum

[lostification]

Hehe, i could run a bussiness with this you know , but for the moment i think i'll keep my ability all to myself , but if i ever get bored with it i'll be the first to let u know.

[EvilTemplar]

but if i ever get bored with it i'll be the first to let u know. But basically this means hes never going to know, amirite? =P

[Adam]

But basically this means hes never going to know, amirite? =P He? Nice to have you here, welcome! I know how you feel, I have been lucid dreaming for years before I found this place, and had always wasted them with silly things without realising that there are no boundaries!!! If you have any questions please ask

[Ronstek]

Welcome to the site. You will be able to get a lot of information here and may be able to pass on some as well, being the "natural" that you are. There is nothing stupid about your situation. Dont know how old you are but I am 50 and only had my first LD last year. Now that is stupid and a waste of not years, but decades, half a century!!! Did not even know what it was called until I experienced a LD and a friend told me what it was. Anyway, All the best and again, Welcome. (from the old man)