Thread: Lucid dreams..bad

Ive had lucid dreams for as long as I could remember.. but I'm thinking they're bad more and more often tbh :x
The fact is my lucid dreams are better than my real life, example: wednesday my gf broke up with me, wednesday night I dreamt I was kissing with her and thursday I became lucid half way my dream and I starting cuddling with her ._. you might think like, that's good right? ..no it makes me sad when I wake up, because I don't want to wake up :x from today I will start holding a dream journal since I have lucid dreams atleast 2x a week and my normal dreams are extremely clear in detail and remembrance for atleast a day, depends if I find it interesting.
and one more thing, since I was 10 I've had dreams that are coming true x_x sometimes in the next few days, sometimes after months or years, I am 16 now. You might think this is a load of crap, but I'm actually quite frightened sometimes ._. when it starts coming true I get shocked and it all comes back and I know what's going to happen next and almost everytime it does.
note- being really tired doesn't make me dream lucid, never ever does. mostly dream lucid when I have woken up once or twice during my sleep. first dream not lucid second one is. (not always though)
*edit* forgot to ask, I feel so awefuly tired in my mind if I wake up from a long lucid dream, does anyone else have this problem?