I'm dissapointed. In the past two days, I've had four lucid dreams... but they don't really count because nothing happened in them.
I'll realize I'm in a dream, and then decide to do something, and then somehow, everything goes black. The other night I became lucid, and asked immediately after to see my dream guide, but instead my eyes slowly shut(in the dream) and everything became black. When this happened, I figred I was simply awake with my eyes closed in my bed... but when it happened to me last night, I refused to allow myself to lose it so quickly again, so I kept focusing on rubbing my hands together, and staying in the dream. It was still all black, and I remember at one point close to the end of what I can remember I saw a big purple screen as if in a movie theatre and it was a purple screen, but it never got any better, and I believe it went black again after that, but am not positive

I tried really hard to imagine SOMETHING so I could see; But couldn't. For a while I tried playing catch with my father, making sure I focused on the feeling so I wouldn't wake up. But it was still black the whole time.

Any ideas on how to get something to come up when this happens?

Its funny, the reality checks haven't really done much. I always simply know I'm in a dream. But if it weren;t for those checks, I wouldn't be positive, and the whole time I'd be skeptical.



OH! And I asked the other people inside whatever theatre I happened to be in, even though I couldn't see, and a girl yelled to be that since I can draw well on paper, I can't draw well in my mind either. I called her fat and said she couldn't be right...
I don't know if that means anything