schizophrenia?

**jrh7r9** · 01-06-2005 10:55 PM

I think I might be in trouble. I started trying different "drug" techniques for lucid dreaming, but I can't seem to fall into a full dream with them (Everything looks real, but it all goes away the second I open my eyes, and my body still moves in the real world.

Anyway, that's not my problem, I think the drugs may be causing me to confuse the real world with the dream worlds I make. Just a couple hours ago, I was feeling pretty groovy, but every ten minutes or so, I would think my friend Joe had walked in, and I could see him at first even, and he'd even talk to me. I'd say a few words to them before I realized nobody was in the room. Then I kept hearing my new Jimi Hendrix CD playing, so I would go to turn it up and alas, the CD player wasn't on at all.

That's not the weirdest thing though. I was lying in bed trying to get completely tranced into a lucid dream, and I suddenly had the urge to look at myself in the mirror (I guess I saw a weird face or something in my visions) and for a split second, part of a mirror was there, and I could see my face, and everything behind me just like I was REALLY looking in a mirror, but after that split second, it vanished... Just disapeared (And if I focused on an object, it would start to move. I made a shirt fall off of a cabinet after it had been sitting there for days already, and could make the cieling fan move a little.

Am I going crazy, or is it possible that I have telekenesis?

**Boof** · 01-06-2005 11:33 PM

uhmm... are u sure it wasnt a dream?? and maybe u should cut down on the drugs...

**Rev. Pastora** · 01-07-2005 12:01 AM

"Drugs" is a pretty broad term. What, specifically, have you been using? Without knowing which drugs you use, it's impossible to comment on the possible effects.

**jrh7r9** · 01-07-2005 01:39 AM

It's no big deal now, the effects have passed. I'm just not going to try that combination again any time soon. (although it was cool to be able to close my eyes and play a racecar video game)