I'v recently gone through quite an emotionally killing, extremely depressing situation, and I havent been able to find a way to help myself and get with everything else...

Anyways, I'v tryed to explain things to my friends, but I couldnt really explain things in a sensible way, and I'v really been in a bad loop this week.

I'v heard of things called Dream Guides, I'v tryed to meet mine in a Lucid, but I woke up before anything could happen.

The dream started out I was at the Churches youth room where me and my friends usually go to hang out.

My friend Christiana was there (She's one of the the main people involved in the situation) and we were just sitting there and I got up to leave for some reason, and she stood up and started to talk..

She said she was really sorry for everything that happened, and that she was my friend and she cared for me, and then she hugged me.

Now this extremely relates to what I'v been going through, it isnt the...cause of it, but it's the...sortof...the thing that I'v been trying to get to, to just simply reconcile with my friends.

Next...all I remember is that I was in some sort of...cabin or something, I geuss it was soposed to be the Centrifuge trip I'm going to this summer, and my friend Brianna (Who is also a main person involved in the situation) came in, and she asked me something (excuse me for not telling you what it was, it it's a little personal) but anyways, the conclusion was that we just sat there holding eachother...

Now I have never, and I mean NEVER had a dream that related to something in my real life, and this related to everything.

I thought maybe because this thing is so effecting it crossed into my subconcious thoughts and came into a dream. but that seemed unlikely, so I kinda wondered if my Dream Guide was trying to help me out with the situation since it was effecting me so much.

And the dream helped out, a little, but a little help in the situation is alot.