Hi! The first day I learned about lucid dreaming (googled 'dreaming' and found dreamviews), I did reality checks extensively the whole day, literally, I probably over a hundred RCs, and kept asking myself if I was dreaming or in reality, and would then do an RC. At night, I repeated the mantras "I will remember my dreams", and "I will realize I am dreaming while dreaming." Well, they worked. I remebered 6 dreams that night, and usually remembered 1-2 a week. Well, my first 3 were repeats. When I got in bed that night, I thought for no reason at all, what would I do if my closet door started opening. I could not get that out of my head as I repeated the mantras and fell asleep. Well, I had a false-awakening. I 'woke up' laying just as I had when I fell asleep, and my room was arranged the exact same. Suddenly my closet door started opening, and I heard an alarm going off. I was terrified. I realized I was dreaming, but, being my first lucid, I was to scared to face up to my fear and woke myself up by closing my eyes and repeating "it's just a dream". I had that dream 3 times in a row. After the seconds time, I got up for a half hour and was scared to go to bed. Since I was scared of it, I dreamed it again of course, and felt the same terror. Then I had a good, long dream, non lucid of course... Then had the bad one 1-2 more times. Now, compared to some nightmares I have had, which over half the dreams I remembered before then were horrible nightmars(I was sometimes afraid to go to sleep when I woke up from a horrible one all sweaty).
So I didn't do anything the next few days, and then did RCs and mantras again. Then I had my first good lucid...I woke from excitement 10 seconds after becoming lucid though...
Then I read the WILD tutorials, and I too was freaked out to try it because of peoples 'horrible' sp experiences. I tried anyway, and was unsuccesfull.
Then I tried DEILD, and when I woke up in the middle of the night I didn't move. A few seconds later, I felt really wierd, like I was spinning around, and I heard techno-noises. Nothing scary, but was still a little freaky. After 15 seconds of that, it stopped, it was early in my sleep, so I was probably at the end of my REM cycle.
Finally however, I have been able to, as you can see in my sig, I have WILDed 4 times. They were half-DEILDs, since I wake up and just glance at my clock, so move a tiny bit. SP for me is not scary. I don't hear any noises, don't feel anything. I see pictures rotate around me, and after seeing that for 5-10 seconds, they stop spinning and and the one in front of me grows bigger and bigger until I am in the scene, which every time has been in my room.
I have had a WILD 3 nights in a row! How? I wake up 3-6 times every night at consistent times by drinking a lot before I go to bed. You mind won't wake you up to go to the bathroom if you are in a REM cycle, even if you have to go really bad, which then you will go in your bed. So, after every REM cycle you will wake up. The first few times I just fall asleep within a minute, and don't even try to WILD. After a few times, after 4-5AM, when my REM cycles are really close together, when I wake up, I just don't move and enter SP and a lucid dream in under a minute!
Yea yea...sorry this is so long.
Well, hopefully that will help, and remember that SP is NOT scary. For most people, they just see things.
-FreakyDreamer
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