As I was lying in bed last night, a thought came to me that I'd tell myself that if I didn't manage to LD, I wouldn't allow myself to have any Pepsi the next day. I told myself this several times over and over, hoping it would sink in.
I woke about 4 hours after going to sleep, could sort of remember something, but wasn't able to put it into words. I took a B6 vitamin, than went back to sleep again (although thinking about it now, I should of gotten up and did something for a bit, but I was too tired) telling myself that no lucid dreams, no pepsi.
Come the morning, I'd slept close to 10 hours (which is a first) and I was sort of able to remember some of my dreams, but again most of it I was unable to put down into words. It felt like I had been dreaming ALL night long, and most of the dreams were disturbing or unsettling.
I felt like a zombie this morning when I first got up (but am okay now) there were no lucid dreams, (that I can remember anyways) but I cheated and had a glass of pepsi anyways!! Ugh. Maybe my mind knew I wouldn't follow through on my threat lol.
I think I'll try it again tonight, maybe enjoy the last glass of pepsi before going to bed, so that there's no more and if I want any tomorrow, I'll have to go out and buy some.
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