yeah i tend to believe that more, i just wanted to express the concern that i dont wanna mess with my psyche or something. But one thing (this is random) im realizing now. is I think I know what caused my lucid dream. I've said i experimented with shrooms and whatever. after doing that in a figurative way i felt like i woke up out of a dream that is conformity. I think sooo spiritually and free now like literally im sure jesus did shrooms. In a sense shrooms made realize that when ur trippin whats to say that the reality u came from is more real. what is reality. so i think this new type of thinking among other, are causing me to be more aware of my reality and surroundings. this causing me to not go along with a dream but to think inside it