Hello from Greece everyone..
I 've lived 27 years on this planet and my lucid journey began with small dreams on a very young age but erupted after the death of my grandfather (at age 17)...
That was my first serious + powerfull ld, where I visited him somewhere....I had numerous ld's and 2 obe's since then...
I have never kept any ld diary, but I can recall all my ld's in detail.

However, my current problem is that after a year of ld hybernation, I experience fear of my lucidity....in other words...I know that I am awake in the dream (I instantly feel a warm power flowing in my body) but choose to wake up instead!

I think all this mess was the outcome of a book that I was reading - it talked about bad things that CAN happen to you in your ld's...Specifically it said that if you are not on a gury level (meditating - living a balanced life) , you might have some kind of bad visits in your dreams...However, I seem to be overcoming this obstacle and hope that with your help I can go back in track to my journey...