Hi,
I usually tend to forget my dreams, or just remeber parts or fragments the following day.
Anyway. For the last four days I have had four very vivid dreams, one each night, and I have actually found myself awake at the morning - remembering all details and feelings from the dreams.
In each of these dreams, I have come to a point when something scary happends. In the first dream, I accidentely cut of my brothers fingers during a sword fight . My parents got very chocked and started screaming, but I calmed them down while I said that it only was a dream, and they had no need to worry. Although, I didn't think about lucidity or the possebilities I now had during this moment. Instead, I rapidly shut my eyes because I wanted to wake up from the unpleasent situation. Everything turned black and I suddely found myself in my bed.
A similar situation happened in the three following dreams. Although, I don't think I got lucid - even though I actually knew it all was a dream as I found myself in the scary situation.

Was I lucid, pre-lucid or not lucid at all? Am I close? I actually wanted to wake up from the dream, which seems quiete strange, if I knew I was dreaming and was lucid.