Hi everyone,
Let's start by a brief introduction, I'm a 23 years old young man, I live in Portugal (although very likely not for long) I have a degree in management and totally new to Lucid Dreams.
Ever since I remember I've not been able to properly recall my dreams, I at most, remember a couple of dreams from all my life, this led me to actually wonder if I dreamed at all.
Until recently I thought that my Deja'vu were actually dreams I had have in the past, although from what I've been reading around I might have been totally wrong
A few years back I tried to learn meditation as I found it interesting to be able to be totally relaxed and to imagine landscapes but I was in college and ...
I think I might have a hard time in lucid dreaming because I am extremely concious of my awareness, to the point I have a hard time falling asleep every night. I'm also some one who as not exercised memory (either concious or dream related).
Still a while back when I was asked to remember my dreams (shortly after awakening) I was able to do it and it happens to me from time to time to remember I wanted to remember a dream because I had liked it (I still fail to remember the dream though).
I am personally more interested in WILDs I tried it yesterday, I was able to get totally relaxed, although I'm not sure I got to SP, and after like 60-80 min I had this dynamic moving swirl of light in front of my eyes for a few secs, after a while it became completely lighted but then it all became white and eventually I was back to the normal black of my eyelids. I gave up after 2 hours of trying it...
Since I'm a total newbie I would like some advices (specially because of my extreme awareness "problem" and if I should try that dream diary before any thing else).
Thank you,
Heaven
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