Hi all, just wanted to stop by and say hi, im 16 nd have been dreaming lucidly for almost my entire life and only just saw the hype there is about it, i thought evry1 could do it when they chose and hence never talked about it with ny1, i have almost complete control over my dreams, i meditate and frequently initiate my own calming exercises, although i have control over my dreams it is not total, for about a year now i have been trying to develop or unlock a kind of rewind or jump back function, i have complete control over the "physical" dreamscape nd all my emotions but as such i cannot control time, once a thought or feeling has been formed i can never go back, consequently (and most recently) i am now getting the feeling that my dreams are running away with me and has sometimes lead me to loose and ammount of control, falling while flying, tripping while been chased (with the body jerk), not been able to banish or create objects. It seems that i have somehow managed to scare myself, which in itseld seems ironic and i no longer find dreaming as pleasent, as a result i have found that if i go to sleep with my cd player on nd leave the headphones in i can dont rmber dreams or are aware i am dreaming. Perhaps i will find some answers here, if ya have ny immediate info plz do to tell. cheers
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