Im scare im going to die. I dream many dreams every night. I remember each in detail, i can control everthing in my dreams i even know im dreaming but i can't stop the dreams. I want one night of rest. Just darkness, quiet, deep sleep. I wake up exhausted everyday my heart races from th exhaustion. I could be 10 hrs in bed sleeping and still have to push my self out. I also have dreams which i had as a little girl. Some times this may sound crazy but i feel like something that happened to me today i dreamt it already. And as its happening i an reciting to myself what is going to happen next. Sometimes i get it wrong but most of the time i freak myself out. Im scared that i am going to die of not ever actually getting a full nights sleep. My dreams are so intense i don't know how to stop them only control what happens in them! I hate to go to sleep at night.