Greetings all

Finally, after some weeks of reading through the forum and trying to learn from the tutorials, I've decided to register here. I've had lucid dreams and OOBEs when I still was a kid but I didn't realise it until a few month ago. I am now 23 years old and I am desperately trying to get my abillities back that I somehow lost while growing up.


I had a series of dreams in the last few months that were different from anything else I've experienced before. Although I didn't have lucid dreams, they "felt" and "looked" so real that I could remember nearly every detail once I woke up and even now, weeks and months afterwards, I still remember them clearly.

The first dream started out rather frightening. I was swimming in black water, everything around me was dark and the only source of light was a few burning wood planks. Something terrible must have happened here... I could see dead bodies drifting around on the surface and suddenly I felt a hand grabing my feet from below. I tried to pull the nearly lifeless body closer to me. In a last attempt to survive the woman put her hand around my neck and with the little air that was left in her lungs, she said "I've been waiting for you".

I've since dreamed 3 more times of her and everytime she was trying to tell me something. Sadly, the only other sentence I can remember clearly was "Life is short, but we still have all the time we need." When I think about those dreams I feel touched deeply as if this was a real person. I never missed anyone like I do miss this woman. And please believe me, I've dreamed of a lot of women! Something is different with those dreams and I hope that I can find some answers here.... or at least a way to get better control of my dreams and thus a better way to communicate with her.

This concludes my first (and rather long *sigh*) post. I hope some of you took the time to read through it, although my English skills might not be the best.

Best Regards
Inflamez


PS
Some of you might argue, that I only dream of women, because I never had a relationship. This is far from the truth. Those dreams occured while I was in a very fulfilling relationship, which lasted for more then 3 years.