Hi everyone,
After hours of internal debating, I have decided to bite the proverbial bullet and attempt to understand myself better through analysis of my dreams. I find the field of study to be both fascinating and subtly frightening in its implications...
First of all, I am blessed (or possibly cursed) with a vivid imagination. I manage to scare myself silly almost daily. I am aware that I dream, and that these dreams feel like reality, but upon awakening they slip out of memory like so much mist through a sieve. I have yet to be in a position (that I can remember, at any rate) where I am aware of my sleeping state. But I have had sleep paralysis before, and quite frankly, it was the most terrifying experience I've ever had...although ever since exposure to Alien Abduction stories, this is reaonable. Thank you, X-Files!
Anyhow, the prospects of getting to the bottom of the varied labyrinth my mind has become are compelling, to say the least. I would like to understand myself a little better, and perhaps overcome some of my lingering nightmares and phobias. To say that I'm more than a little frightened would be putting it mildly. I'm not sure who I'm going to meet in there...and the scary part is that everyone I meet will be/is in some way, myself. Best not to dwell on that overlong...
Anyhow, I have some interesting parallels here for discussion/refutation...the first of which concerns WILDs. It seems to me that the process of entering a WILD frams of mind is analogous to the relaxation technique that the so-called "Psychic Spies" used under GRILL FLAME to begin CRV. Is there any connection here?
Second question: I have a theory that I have yet to see anywhere else (Granted, I have not gone through the forum as yet, but that will come soon enough) that involves parallel/alternative realities. Specifically, that the dreaming state allows one's mind to connect on some subtle level to another version of itself, seperated only by one degree of quantum variance. In effect, the act of dreaming is a window onto different you in a different world. Or maybe I just read too much.
Anyhow, I'm glad to finally be a part of this, and I hope to have something interesting to relate to you all shortly. I begin keeping a journal of dreams tonight.
Thanks again!
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