Hey guys new to the forum, but have been on another LD Forum for about 2 weeks, yesterday I think I just got the closest ive ever been to sleep paralysis atleast.(I cant remember fully how it went now I should of posted this right after I woke up but had to rush to work).

I went to bed, and after a while of me trying to stay awake and concentrate on my thoughts, I sort of remember rushing noises to a feint degree, my face was feeling wierd sort of swollen almost, and I started to feel like my right side of my body was possibly going into sleep paralysis, It sorta felt like my right side was paralyzed but I also didnt want to try and move to tell, incase I would ruin what I had goin. I can remember that I was getting really excited cause I knew what was going on, but at the same time sorta panicking and my heart started beating real fast. I knew what was going on so I was telling myself this is supposed to happen I want this to happen, but still couldnt lose that panicking feeling, this must have been when I lost it cause I can only remember waking up now.

This must of been the beginning of sleep paralysis I would think right? I remember being excited I could tell it comin, although it did only seem to be mostly my right side. I thought that I might have been close to paralysis about 3 weeks ago one night, but it couldn't of been because this time seemed much more obvious and when it was happening I remember I was telling myself it was happening, but still couldn't lose the panic.

Just thought I should share this and I guess get a confirmation, this must of been the beginning of sleep paralysis right?