Hi there
I'm new around here (which I guess you all can tell by not having ever seen me here

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I've been into LDs pretty recently, my dream journal only dates back to October 1st. I had one LD a couple of years back, out of the blue, but at the time I didn't feel like pursuing it and trying to have more. But I did think it was the coolest feeling ever, which is why I now decided I'd give it a real try.
So I've been keeping a very tidy dream journal, and doing the reality checks and all that.
And yesterday something really strange happened. Until now I cannot tell if I had an LD or if I dreamt I had one (which, to me, comes as a very mindbogling notion

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So what happened was I was in my room and something caught my eye, I can't remember what, and I though I might be dreaming. So I looked at my hands and they seemed strange, like they had a ghostly double around them. And then I checked my watch and its hands were flying in a circle inside it, instead of pointing the time. I thought that was a pretty clear sign I was dreaming. So I thought of what I might do and the first thing I did was start touching things, cause I feared they might not feel reality-like, which they did and I was pleased.
Then I tried to change the scenery, but was not able to. I thought it was ok, I could always go out the window into the back yard. So I went to the window and tried to get out, but the glass wouldn't let me. I thought that was silly, cause if I was in a dream I could go through glass. I tried again and this time I made it.
I thought it would be neat to try to fly and so I jumped and willed myself to float. That didn't work and I fell. So I remembered reading somewhere that jumping around could help, which I then did. :yumdumdoodledum: Some of the jumps were pretty high, but I always came back down.
Afterwards I ran out of ideas and thought that it was enough for one night and I might as well go back to sleep.
Now that last part was just silly, cause if I were in my right mind there's no way I'd have done that.
Also, what bothers me about it is that the first LD I had had this very "nowness" feeling about it, I clearly remember the feeling of being aware at that moment when I was dreaming. This one I remember like any other regular dream.
Wow, I didn't mean this to be so long

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So what do you guys think?

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