Last night, I am sick, so I slept at 8:00. I end up not able to really sleep at all, cause I don't know why. I have my eyes open most of the night. And I dream with my eye open, I think. Is that even possible? At around 4:00 (yeah, I check the time, everytime I wake, it is excatly 1 hour away from the time I check last time), I basically woke up and have my mind clear, but I am still able to dream again. In that state of knowing I am awake and knowing I am dreaming. So I try to control my dream, not quite realistic cause I know I am dreaming and I can feel and hear my real life stuffs, such as the fan. But, then I am thinking to myself, "I should go down stair and play game in my PC." So I just like walk up and quit the dream and go brush my teeth. My mom don't let me play game, so I usually do it in times she is asleep. Now that I think back, wow, I am stupid, I should of take that chance.

So if I haven't think about playing games, would I be able to control my dream? I mean, at that time (4:00~5:00) I can enter and quit dreaming anytime I want, is that a good start?

It just feel weird. If I do that in a school day, I am sure my grade will drop from A's to D's.