hey every one, ive been a natural W.I..L.Der all my life to a degree. they always scard the hell out of me becuse i would enter S.P. and then the wild would induce its self.. i never knew what it was, i though there was something wrong with me, i always fought the wilds and the s.p effects with all my might, some times "shaking" out of it and then having it happen to me multiple times a night befor i fell asleep. thats how i came across this site ( trying to find out if i would be paralized forever in my sleep). reading this site i learned about lucid dreaming and i learned that i must be a natural w.i.l.d er. well since then ive had about 4 sparatic lucid dreams in the last 7 months or so. but the thing is i NEVER had any more W.I.L.D and SP experiences since i learned what lucid dreaming was and what a wild is. well.. execpt for my last lucid dream where i was in my college dorm room and all of a suden for the first time in a loong time i had a wild and for the first time i went lucid by wilding, but it was vary hazzy and all i could do was float barly befor waking up. so my question is if i always naturaly could wild but never went through with it from fear and the unkown then why know with my lucid knowledge do i never have any more wilds?? i read the tutorals and what they did to wild, ive never had to do. even the part about waking up 6 hours and then then going back to sleep. just trying to sleep was always enough. any adivse on how to bring back my old enemy and new friend the w.i.l.d???? |
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