i get frustrated easily and after several attempts to wild and getting nowhere i tried just ten minutes ago and i came so close. i got comfatable then started breathing and counting along. after about 10 minutes i started to get some hi mainly green colors floating around and i started getting vibrations . it was really weird. of course this was when my mother walked in. she called me and her voice kinda resonated through my head like she was really close but far away at the same time. so i just ignored it as i was not giving up after getting so close i was just laying there for another 2 minutes when the hi returned and it seemed to be forming something it got brighter and i open my eyes hoping it would be my dream eyes but after 4 rcs i was pretty disappointed if only i had been more patient . ah well theres always tonight