I dont know, how to describe this chilling feeling right now. When something nears my hearth, when something goes under my skin. I feel a little bit stressed about posting a comment somewhere. This is not the first time I am reading about lucid dreaming, still It feels just like as if I would.

I have always have one problem. And this problem is all about prerequisites. Funny, isnt it? I always believed. That if i want to start something, I have to be good at everything that precedes. NOw I am standing in front of first stage of lucid development {the DREAM recall}. Lots of exercises include visualisation skills. I cant visualise well. Lots of exercies need to remember what I was dreaming about. But as the alarm clock fires. I cant remember anything. You know. I really want to explore the world within. I always loved to dream as a kid and now, as I grew a little older, I see the bariers.

DO I HAVE TO LEARN VISUALISATION FIRST? HOW CAN I ORGANISE MY THOUGHTS JUST AFTER I WAKE UP? (When I have IQ like an idiot ).

Am I not thinking too much?

Plz. You experienced, or maybe you first time dreamers. Plz help me with your precious experiences.

BTW: How do you motivate yourself?