Never mind 
So I want to write about my yesterday WILD attempt. I went to sleep at about 22.30-22.45 and waked up at 4:00. I hardly remember some dream fragments (my problem is that when I wake up I realize myself after everything is over, I have silent mind, dreams are behind me and I must to search in my memory for a while to catch something and use it like a magnet for other fragments). back to WILD - so I woke up, took a toilet break, out of bed about 5 minutes. Then I went back to bed, comfortable position and didn´t moved for about 20 minutes or more. I was ignoring all body signals, I was as silent as I could. Then I felt little dizzy feeling, nothing big, but I knew anything was happening. I didn´t know to say how far was I. Then I thought something verbaly and I heard that loudly. Suddenly something waked up ("rush!"), I was hearing many sounds and I begun to see through my eyelids, like I had them widely opened! I saw details of the wall in front of my face. I felt SP. I tried to stay calm, but that was too exciting, my heart was beating fast and everything begun to fade.
I need more practice.
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