yet another new fish in the ocean

**Bardock** · 12-21-2009 07:22 AM

Name's Brock, and,... well, hmmmm..... I would say I'm a lot more grown up than others my age (16). most around me people act incredibly stupid, and fail to see the magic and interesting aspects of the everyday world, and fail to think about how everything works. I've always been like this since I can remember. I've always been a loner, with the exception of my only true friend who is scarily a lot like me. I can also subliminally learn/listen, for instance at school I like to sleep in class after lunch, so I take a nap, yet I can still get all my info from the teacher and get good grades, and pass tests. I've had strang and fantasic dreams in my childhood, several times a week, most were about where i live taking a "Alice in Wonderland" aspect so to speak. I also get this, "BANG" sensation while napping or sleeping, like being awake and asleep but not dreaming, and being snapped back to consciousness, or like slamming your head aginst the wall as hard as you can. I understand tons of people have this. I also get the sensation of levatating. I don't dream a lot anymore, but if i do most are about situations at school, however the environment will take that alice in wonderland thing into account and most of the time I am jumping at insane heights or running around really fast. most of the time I do become lucid. however it takes a long amount of time into the dream to do so. So i'm here to learn how to dream more and become lucid longer and more often. and im gay, if that means anything important.