I absolutely actively act in my dreams after I realize I am in a dream (I only DILD). Once I realized I was dreaming in a hallway in my house and ran into my sister's room because I wanted to tell her DC that I was dreaming. Since I told myself she would be there, she was. I couldn't control her actions (well I could, I just didn't try to), but I could control mine. Then I thought about what I wanted to do, and thought through my memories of before I went to bed to try to remember what it was I said I would do in my next lucid. I have trouble accessing memories like that in lucids, though.
Once I was having trouble controlling a DC. So I said to myself, "This is JUST a dream. I am lying in my bed, and I am asleep, and my consciousness is in control of this dream!" And then the DCs started to listen to me.
It is easy to lose lucidity if I get distracted, so I try to keep my focus on the fact that I am dreaming. The dream world is just... different from real life, at least for me. I don't usually have a sense of smell, taste, or touch in my dreams, which I am working on. Everything looks absolutely real, but scene don't progress as they do in real life, instead it seems like the world exists like a strobe light, jumping from one thing to the next with no transition. Things only exist that I am paying attention to, you don't have that peripheral vision of things to your side, only what your vision is focused on at the moment.
What I'm trying to say I guess is how in real life, you'd say, "I could just feel that there was something behind me." I don't have that sense in my dreams because there is no "behind me". I'm sure if I concentrated on making it so, I could create a room behind me. It just doesn't happen naturally.
Anyway, a lucid dream is basically by definition that you realize that you are dreaming while you are in a dream. Making it very much an active process. You can easily forget this, then later recall it as any other dream, except you should recall it the same way you recall what you did last night before dinner. As something you actually, actively, and consciously did.
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